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Episode #187 – Nathaniel Gillis – Good Vs. Evil, Demonology, Parapsychology and much much more!

A conversation with Nathaniel Gillis

Nathaniel Gillis is a religious demonologist and author. After living in a haunted house, Nathaniel spent 20 years researching what it was he encountered. Nathaniel has sought to redefine the nature of…

Published
December 23, 2022
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1:00:45
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Nathaniel Gillis is a religious demonologist and author. After living in a haunted house, Nathaniel spent 20 years researching what it was he encountered. Nathaniel has sought to redefine the nature of haunting phenomena, ghosts and high strangeness. He’s often quoted for his concept of the demonic: “The reason they are playing by different rules is because they are playing a different game.” Having spent a decade in the deliverance ministry, Nathaniel decided to take what he learned and assist others in a more secular venue. Nathaniel is a thought leader in his field and has been on hundreds of podcasts and radio shows sharing his passion for helping people.


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About the guest

Nathaniel Gillis

Nathaniel Gillis is a religious demonologist and author. After living in a haunted house, Nathaniel spent 20 years researching what it was he encountered. Nathaniel has sought to redefine the nature of haunting phenomena, ghosts and high strangeness. He’s often quoted for his concept of the demonic: “The reason they are playing by different rules is because they are playing a different game.” Having spent a decade in the deliverance ministry, Nathaniel decided to take what he learned and assist others in a more secular venue. Nathaniel is a thought leader in his field and has been on hundreds of podcasts and radio shows sharing his passion for helping people.

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  1. Xavier

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    Ladies and gentlemen, yesterday was the solstice.

  5. Xavier

    It was a very sacred day.

  6. Xavier

    And so I spent a lot of the day just reflecting and meditating.

  7. Xavier

    And I thought, and I looked around and I thought, what has happened?

  8. Xavier

    What has happened to our relationship with each other?

  9. Xavier

    What has happened to us as a species?

  10. Xavier

    How did we get this way?

  11. Xavier

    What has the last three years done to us to make us this way?

  12. Xavier

    And ladies and gentlemen, it's important for us to take that back.

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    Take back our power.

  14. Xavier

    And that power is through union.

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    Through a mutual understanding, a mutual respect.

  16. Xavier

    A connectedness.

  17. Xavier

    and understanding that we're all traversing this human experience together together

  18. Xavier

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  19. Xavier

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    up. And what I want to ask is I want you to do something for a total stranger. I want

  24. Xavier

    you to do something kind. I want you to go above and beyond for a complete and total stranger.

  25. Xavier

    That's not too much to ask, is it? I don't think so.

  26. Xavier

    So that's your homework for now. I'm going to end this monologue. I'm going to bring my

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    To the paranormal, parapsychological.

  28. Xavier

    And my guest tonight, very interesting character, for sure.

  29. Xavier

    the human experience is transcending the astral plane as we hunt demons with my guest

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    nathaniel gillis nathaniel gillis is an author and demonologist he spent over 20 years researching

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    the phenomena of haunting possession and what he calls high strangeness.

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    Nathaniel spent a decade in the deliverance ministry, but then later made the decision

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    to take what he learned and assert those teachings into helping those who needed his help.

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    Nathaniel, welcome to HXP.

  35. Nathaniel Gillis

    thank you for having me and i'm glad to be with you guys and i'm looking forward to discussing

  36. Nathaniel Gillis / Xavier

    this this research i can't i can't wait um i know i know you're a little under the weather so we will

  37. Xavier

    we're going to keep it a little short tonight and ladies and gentlemen nathaniel is such a gentleman

  38. Xavier

    that he is you know he's not feeling that great he did not cancel he's not canceled you want to be

  39. Xavier

    here for us tonight so yes sir that is that's that is the sign of a man who loves his work

  40. Xavier

    okay so nathaniel i'm not going to ask you you've done so many of these interviews um probably i

  41. Xavier

    mean hundreds of these interviews at this point i'm not gonna i'm gonna i'm not gonna ask you to

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    tell your story again let's just get right to the juice man let's go let's get right to let's get

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    a guy named Robert Bruce. He wrote a book called Astral Dynamics. I was fortunate enough to meet

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    him very early on. And, and we would talk about, um, you know, demons and stuff like that. And

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    that's something that would come up in conversation. And so, so we, you and I might have different

  46. Xavier

    training, but, um, from what I understand, uh, demon comes from a word, uh, with the Latin root

  47. Xavier

    daemon, which just means lesser god. But for you, what does this word mean, demon?

  48. Nathaniel Gillis

    Well, a demon has various meanings and different origins. You know, there's what's called a

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    dialectical alomorph in linguistics. It basically means that you can have three or four different

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    words that have different spellings and different pronunciations, but they all basically have the

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    same meaning. Now, if you were to ask

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    anything to give us that, I would

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    suggest humbly that

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    what we're dealing with in demons are parasitic

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    entities.

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    They're using laws that we

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    ourselves are ignorant of that we're just now

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    learning. They're using those laws against

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    us. That's really

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    what inspired me to get into the field without

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    giving my origin story, is

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    to try to understand, okay, without

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    defining them by using descriptions,

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    let's just see what their behavioral

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    patterns are. Does that make sense?

  66. Nathaniel Gillis

    Yeah, yeah, yeah. So then what did you find?

  67. Nathaniel Gillis

    Well, when we're dealing with the demigod or the daemon, it's a reference to what's called the Atreus' epic. It's an Akkadian slash Babylonian origin story of the world. And it speaks of individuals who, post-mortem, they became semi-divine. It uses a word called manakuma.

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    And malakuma is a word that we dug up in ritual bowls, Mesopotamia, and in other shelf tombs.

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    But that malakuma became malakim in Hebrew mythology.

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    And that malakim became the angel in the New Testament.

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    So this makes sense.

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    So what's really fascinating about this concept here is that in the Atreus' epic, it refers to the ghost of a man.

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    it says that the ghost of a man is made from the flesh of a god and so one of their hypothesis was

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    that there were some people who died and they became mutated ghosts and then that mutated ghost

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    became a demon and that's just one of the hypotheses out there uh but you know we have

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    to look at their behavioral patterns as well and see if that um holds weight okay okay so so are

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    Are there different degrees?

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    I mean, some are clearly more powerful than others, right?

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    There are degrees of demons, right?

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    Correct, correct.

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    There is an hierarchy currently right now.

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    But I would say this, that while they are all made of the same substance, they are not all the same status.

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    And so when we're dealing with the substance of consciousness, now we're dealing with the constitution of consciousness, right?

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    That emerges from the dead when they transition into the next dimension.

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    So my research as of late has consisted of trying to understand, okay, what are our ancestors calling them, right?

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    And how has that evolved through history?

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    And

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    what are we calling demons today? Because, and I will suggest to all the scholars out there, including you, it's possible that we're dealing with one phenomenon that's masking itself as demonic in antiquity and alien in modernity.

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    And if that's possible, then we are dealing with a more malevolent species of darkness than many want to believe.

  90. Nathaniel Gillis

    You know, it's interesting. I'm so glad you're like a segue artist. That's exactly where I was going to go is the study of demonology in ancient times. And I did go through this and look at this and try to find out.

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    So ancient Mesopotamia, demons were believed to be evil spirits or gods that caused harm or chaos.

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    Ancient Egypt, demons were often depicted as animals or hybrid with hybrid creatures with animal features.

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    And they were also believed to be malevolent and they could cause illness or death.

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    In ancient Greece, and this is interesting, in ancient Greece, demons were believed to be supernatural entities that could influence human affairs, and some were seen as malevolent, while others were seen as helpful or benevolent.

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    and it goes on

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    it goes on

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    and I won't finish it but

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    you're right we need to define this in modern

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    times because

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    when I think of the word demon

  101. Xavier

    it evokes

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    it evokes a not good

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    feeling I don't feel

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    good when I hear the word demon

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    no not at all

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    I will say this you know it's fascinating

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    to me because when you get into the ancient literature

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    you see a thematic

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    and coalesces into a very unique understanding of who and what they are.

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    One of the texts that I'm so fascinated is it's called His Wind is Released.

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    His Wind is Released.

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    And prior to the Hebrew Bible being written,

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    and I know there are going to be dogmatists that will crucify me for that,

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    but just bear with me.

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    Prior to the Hebrew Bible being written,

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    there were various mythologies that kind of interloped together

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    and found their way into the Hebrew texts.

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    And so one of the Phoenician definitions of a demon was a little spirit, L-I-L.

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    Now, a little spirit was the Phoenician word for breath, wind, and finally, spirit.

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    But it wasn't some entity that fell from the skies or some Greek, you know, god from an Olympus.

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    This was quite literally a ghost where, you know, in that particular text it mentions, specifically a young man was talking to his sister and says that when my wind is released, my lil is released, bury my body in this location.

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    So what is the lil spirit?

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    The lil spirit, again, is the evolution or the mutation of a deceased person.

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    It's that God ghost that emerges at the moment of death.

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    Now that translates, again, this is fascinating too, it translates into this being a Lilith or Lilith spirit.

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    Now, when you get into Hebrew, if I ramble, just let me know, brother, okay?

  127. Xavier

    I tend to do that.

  128. Nathaniel Gillis

    So in Hebrew mythology, they took that borrowed loan word Lil and they created Lilith.

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    Lilith was allegedly the first wife of Adam.

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    However, if you see what these beings are doing, you'll see their behavioral footprints, their bloody footprints in the snow, doing the same things.

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    It's just we've been calling them different names.

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    But Lilith was the ghost that was because she was barren in real life, allegedly, according to the text, that she would go around harvesting seed and then going into a woman as a man, as an incubi spirit.

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    and inseminating them and then taking the fetus for a run.

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    Now, that's the legend of Lilith, but what that points to is that,

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    like I said, it's a common thematic element throughout history

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    that at least some of these were perceived to be consciousness,

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    which I think, right, we're all wondering what it is,

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    and that's where we're at.

  139. Xavier

    I mean, yeah, I mean, I don't think it ends the study of the phenomena

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    and learning and being at a point where, okay, we need more information, more data.

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    And, you know, maybe one day we'll be at that Star Trek level where we can just analyze it

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    and know exactly what's going on and call it out for that.

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    But right now, I mean, we can't even get modern science to acknowledge these things.

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    And in fact, the phenomena itself is regarded as a stigma that people refuse to talk about

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    their experiences with the otherworldly and you know anything related to that um right so you know

  146. Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis

    okay so let me let me let me put you in a situation okay let's say let's say that i come up to you and

  147. Xavier

    i say nathaniel you know i i'm going through some weird things right now and i don't know what's

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    going on and I have a feeling, I have a really bad feeling, I think I might be experiencing

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    some sort of haunting or possession or some kind of demon is around.

  150. Xavier

    What are your first steps?

  151. Xavier

    What do you do in that scenario?

  152. Nathaniel Gillis

    Well, obviously, I mean, it depends.

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    It really depends on who I'm dealing with in terms of, you know, is it a husband or

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    is a wife?

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    You know, I want to include both of them in the conversation.

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    an applied demonologist, I have to be careful with what I ask outside of, you know, a family.

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    So I would talk to them both if she's married or if it's a woman. But I would specifically look for

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    trauma in the past. I would look for suicidal ideation. And what I used to do, because I'm not

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    going into homes currently, I'm more into the research, but I would literally, I would just

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    pick up on her, their energy. And the strangest thing was what happened. You know, I would get

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    I would get names of people. I'll go ahead and share an anecdotal story with you all. But there was a gentleman that messaged me years ago. He was out of Cincinnati. And obviously, I'm not mentioning names, but he was a young guy. You know, he's maybe about 23. And he says, look, he goes, there are times when something possesses me. And he's like, you know, and he goes, and I start downloading information that I would never otherwise had.

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    He says, but during that possession, I'm violent.

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    I pick up my mom and I throw her across the room.

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    He's like, I've been in jail before.

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    You know, there's just something wrong with me.

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    And I said, well, I said, is your mother there?

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    And she was on, I guess I was on speakerphone.

  168. Xavier

    She goes, absolutely.

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    What's, you know, what can I help you with?

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    I said, well, I'm going to ask you a question.

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    I said, you know, I said, it's an hour and a half away from me.

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    You know, and I said, I don't, I don't really, I don't do this for money.

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    And I said, if I'm going to pay my own way and my own gas, my own time,

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    only thing that I would request out of you humbly is that you work with me and you're honest right

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    and I said now is there a history of suicide in your family I'll tell you why I asked that question

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    specifically later on she said no I said all right I said thank you for answering I said no

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    if I come to you guys will you guys again work with me I said because I don't want to travel an

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    hour and a half for somebody who's not willing to let this entity go because I have no authority

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    That entity will mock me.

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    And so she goes, no.

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    So we get into it and just talking deeper.

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    And I hang up the phone.

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    And about two days later, I go into a vision.

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    And in this vision, I'm sitting in her house.

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    I've never been in her house, obviously.

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    And I'm sitting on a couch in the living room.

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    There's a light on in the corner of the room.

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    There's a lamp.

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    And all of a sudden, it's the middle of the night.

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    But all of a sudden, I see this male apparition with a black beard walk by me and walk into her room.

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    And instantly, I got the name David.

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    And so I called her back, and I said, I really, you know, I asked you guys very kindly not to lie to me.

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    And they were both on speakerphone again.

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    And they're going, what do you mean, Nathaniel?

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    We didn't lie to you.

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    I said, no.

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    I said, the other day, I had a vision.

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    And I explained to them what I saw.

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    The kid begins to freak out, and he says, that's dad, mom.

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    he said and i and i said his name was david and the mom starts crying and said yes it is i said

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    okay i said he committed suicide she said yes i said all right why am i seeing this and the son

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    was so stunned he was almost speechless but according to his testimony he said that it was

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    he who witnessed the apparition of his father one night sitting on the couch and uh thankfully i've

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    been able to use tools like that and obviously you know they need help and i'll help anybody that

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    uh but but don't lie to me you know what i mean because what that means is we're starting off on

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    the wrong foot right and uh demons lie right and so then so then are you in your process are you

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    helping the demon become something else are you helping the demon cross over or no longer be a

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    demon um there was one case that i had it was a murder case where i'm not saying that because

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    i'm some kind of a detective that's somebody another show told me that he thinks he's a

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    detective no uh but it was a murder case and um the entity was a murderer and when i did the

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    cleansing it was like somebody turned the lights off and then turned them turned them back on

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    so when that

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    entity left, I cannot tell you what happened to him. I know that he was a very, very evil man in life. And what he did is he killed his own daughter. And so when I first got there, I got there not knowing what happened. I had no context, no historical record for it.

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    but they called me specifically not because it was a murder but because there was paranormal

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    activity happening in the house prior to it so then so then if i'm getting the picture right

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    so then your your goal is to help the family as much as possible um you you look for if there

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    are signs of trauma uh deep-rooted trauma and then and if you can if and and the goal is to

  218. Xavier

    stop the

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    paranormal activity from occurring

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    and the demon to go away?

  221. Xavier

    Yes.

  222. Nathaniel Gillis

    Yes, sir. Yes, sir. And in the meantime, write notes

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    on its behavioral patterns.

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    How did it lie? In what way did it lie?

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    What language did it speak?

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    I had

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    a family call me about three

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    years ago now, and they're

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    friends of my family.

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    And forgive me for the anecdotal stories, but I

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    have to provide context to what I'm

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    you no problem no problem but but uh in this particular case i was sitting outside this is

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    the summertime it's about two in the morning and i was working second shift just relaxing outside i

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    get a phone call from the front of the family and they said you need to pray for our daughter

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    i'll not mention her name of course i said what's going on and the wife said that uh well she's

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    this is actually during covid forgive me so she said we're at the er and she's in the hospital

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    little room throwing up she has a just an abominable pain that abdominal pain rather that is uh that's

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    reoccurring and we can't stop it and she said can you pray for her and i said well i'll pray for

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    but now now this is very interesting too on the phone call it was me and it was the stepfather

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    this girl's stepfather and it was her real mother but immediately go into a trance and on the left

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    there was an apparition of a man. He had a goatee. He stunk. It was like body odor,

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    and he smelled like cigarettes. So I knew he was a smoker. I immediately told the wife,

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    I said, there's a man here. His name is Dan. And I said, what I'm being communicated is that

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    your daughter survived an absolutely explosively traumatic experience.

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    and she's been feeling guilty and shameful and blaming herself.

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    And I said, this entity.

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    Now, for all of those who are going to listen to this,

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    I pray that you'll take this to heart

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    because it will start making more sense to you

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    if you've been through trauma in your life.

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    There are entities that are so strategic

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    that they will cause a traumatic experience to occur in your life

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    and then use that trauma as a womb to birth something in your life.

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    And so I asked them, I said, look, I said, it's another trance.

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    I said, I've never been to your house, but I said, I see a Winnie the Pooh toy sitting on a fireplace.

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    And I said, I'm on a couch.

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    And I said, there's a rocking chair.

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    I said, now what I would ask you to do is I said, in the name of God, I want you to go and take her by the hand.

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    They're on the couch.

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    I want you to simply ask her, has there been something traumatic in your life that's occurred?

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    And that you would rather, you want us to talk about it with you, but it's almost like you're feeling silenced by something.

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    And I always get emotional in this stuff, man.

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    So they set her down and she's on a balling.

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    And she said, a few years back, I was at a party.

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    She said, it's quite a college party.

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    And I was really, I really meant to meet with my friend there.

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    But when I got there, nobody was there but people that I didn't know.

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    They were just plain strangers.

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    And she said, and so I get a drink and I'm just trying to meet new people.

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    She said, I walk up the stairs and I go to the bathroom.

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    And when I did, a very large man pulled me into the room.

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    and I'm not going to get into the darkness here,

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    but you guys can pick up what I'm putting down here.

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    Right.

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    And she said it was over and over again,

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    and she said she didn't tell anybody.

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    And she said suddenly,

  278. Xavier

    suddenly now the nightmare started.

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    And again, we're dealing with the pathology of a demon.

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    Okay.

  281. Nathaniel Gillis

    The pathology of a demon, this particular entity,

  282. Nathaniel Gillis

    was that it caused that trauma to occur to her,

  283. Nathaniel Gillis

    and then it manifested to her in her dreams.

  284. Nathaniel Gillis

    And her testimony was the atmosphere, the energy, the masculinity, the rage that I felt in those nightmares with that entity was the same embodiment that I felt with that man and that party.

  285. Nathaniel Gillis

    Wow.

  286. Nathaniel Gillis

    And she broke down and began to bawl.

  287. Nathaniel Gillis

    And when she did, she began to, and I don't want to use this in a weird way, but she began to share her story with people that were designed to help her heal.

  288. Nathaniel Gillis

    and when she told them that, they began to get her some help and therapy,

  289. Nathaniel Gillis

    and the entity never came back.

  290. Nathaniel Gillis

    The paranormal phenomenon stopped.

  291. Nathaniel Gillis

    So there are at least some beings that, and I'm going to use this specifically,

  292. Nathaniel Gillis

    their sexual pathology does not start in the nightmares or touching in the middle of the night.

  293. Nathaniel Gillis

    It starts sometimes with trauma.

  294. Nathaniel Gillis

    It could be an abuse from a father.

  295. Nathaniel Gillis

    It can be an abuse from a brother or anything that happened in your life.

  296. Nathaniel Gillis

    Some of these beings will step into that trauma and use it to bend your will.

  297. Nathaniel Gillis

    And the key to that is to deal with the trauma first to close that bridge.

  298. Nathaniel Gillis

    And then the entity has to go.

  299. Xavier

    And it makes a lot of sense to me, man.

  300. Nathaniel Gillis

    I mean, like, you know, psychologically, if you are experiencing a traumatic state, then that traumatic event would create a type of hole in your aura, in your energetic field.

  301. Nathaniel Gillis

    And that would be where this type of being could attach, connect, or even insert itself.

  302. Xavier

    And, you know, like, it's a very parasitic relationship.

  303. Nathaniel Gillis

    So, you know, it's using your energy to empower itself. And I think, I think what they feed on the most is the dark emotions like fear, anger, rage, stuff like that.

  304. Nathaniel Gillis

    yes sir and I experienced that in my youth and I'm not going to share my origin story

  305. Nathaniel Gillis

    you guys look at my other shows you can see that but um you know like when I was a kid I

  306. Nathaniel Gillis

    experienced a lot of trauma from the entity itself you know the footsteps at nighttime

  307. Nathaniel Gillis

    there were disembodied voices talking about my head and whenever I encountered that entity

  308. Nathaniel Gillis

    I kind of had to create a coping mechanism around it you know what I mean I mean it was

  309. Nathaniel Gillis

    When I was in the shower, it was there.

  310. Nathaniel Gillis

    When I was in bed, it was there.

  311. Nathaniel Gillis

    It wasn't omnipresent, but it was always lurking.

  312. Nathaniel Gillis

    And so what I started to tell myself was that there's no reason to fear it.

  313. Nathaniel Gillis

    It's projecting fear upon me as bait.

  314. Nathaniel Gillis

    And if I bleed into that, lean into that fear, then it takes authority over me.

  315. Nathaniel Gillis

    And I have people say that fear is faith in the devil.

  316. Nathaniel Gillis

    And I'm not one for cliches, you know, but it really is.

  317. Nathaniel Gillis

    fear it, then it has authority.

  318. Xavier

    So, Nathaniel, this is very, very

  319. Xavier

    intriguing. There's so many questions that I have entering my mind.

  320. Xavier

    So, one of them is, is it common,

  321. Xavier

    would you say, the night terror aspect of it?

  322. Xavier

    Is that a common pathology? Is it

  323. Nathaniel Gillis

    common inside of...

  324. Nathaniel Gillis

    Yeah, every major monotheistic religion, absolutely.

  325. Nathaniel Gillis

    You know, the exorcists record the same

  326. Nathaniel Gillis

    beings doing the same things at the same times.

  327. Nathaniel Gillis

    And so, you know, in antiquity, we had Lamashtu,

  328. Nathaniel Gillis

    who was another being, and her pathology was,

  329. Nathaniel Gillis

    we're going to get here to a point where you're going to see the modern UFO

  330. Nathaniel Gillis

    abduction phenomenon staring right back at you.

  331. Nathaniel Gillis

    All right?

  332. Nathaniel Gillis

    But what she would do is, after Lilith would go and take seed from a man

  333. Nathaniel Gillis

    and then turn into, you know, turn into another, turn into the image of a man

  334. Nathaniel Gillis

    and then suddenly a woman, she would go and she would harvest the fetus

  335. Nathaniel Gillis

    body. And one of her pathologies is she would descend down in the middle of the night. The

  336. Nathaniel Gillis

    woman would have a dream. And in that dream, an entity would be there. And the entity would stare

  337. Nathaniel Gillis

    into their eyes. They would do something with their womb. And in the morning, they would wake

  338. Nathaniel Gillis

    up and their baby's gone. That's called the missing fetus syndrome in modernity.

  339. Xavier

    Wow.

  340. Nathaniel Gillis

    Right. So we're looking, okay, you know, we're not looking for names. You know what I mean? It's like, okay, what are they doing? Because I think that's what they're really hiding behind.

  341. Nathaniel Gillis

    It's absolutely intriguing. I mean, do you think, like, I've always had the feeling that the power starts to shift when you find out their name. Is this true?

  342. Nathaniel Gillis

    It is in some cases.

  343. Nathaniel Gillis

    You know, in Hebrew linguistics, the name for, well, the word for the name is nature.

  344. Nathaniel Gillis

    That's the definition of it.

  345. Nathaniel Gillis

    So that's why when you have the demon's name, you have its nature.

  346. Nathaniel Gillis

    Now, what is its nature?

  347. Xavier

    It's its behavioral pattern.

  348. Nathaniel Gillis

    See, I've got a circling back here, right?

  349. Nathaniel Gillis

    Okay, so at this point, what do we have here?

  350. Nathaniel Gillis

    And so, you know, but these beings, they're ancient, in my humble opinion, and they've

  351. Nathaniel Gillis

    been here for a long time, ever, at least ever since death occurred.

  352. Nathaniel Gillis

    And that's the goal here. It's to hope that the veil thins enough for us to start realizing what we have to do, because there is a war going on.

  353. Nathaniel Gillis

    man i love your segues i i agree with you 100 we are i believe we are in the middle of a spiritual

  354. Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis

    war between light and dark and and it's very important is is very important to have these

  355. Nathaniel Gillis

    types of discussions not as a propagation of fear but a propagation of knowledge and empowerment

  356. Nathaniel Gillis

    and this should empower you um but but what i was going to ask you is are you noticing an

  357. Xavier

    in frequencies in the last three years or so?

  358. Xavier

    Are you noticing an increase in the symptoms

  359. Nathaniel Gillis

    of this type of phenomena or possession?

  360. Nathaniel Gillis

    Are you noticing more of these demons on our plane here?

  361. Nathaniel Gillis

    Yes, yes.

  362. Nathaniel Gillis

    And in many ways, they do manipulate the human condition.

  363. Nathaniel Gillis

    And I tell people in my lectures that in many cases,

  364. Nathaniel Gillis

    we are blinded by our own sight

  365. Nathaniel Gillis

    because what we're dealing with is a species

  366. Nathaniel Gillis

    use propaganda and hide behind masks and what i like to tell people too because it's the you know

  367. Nathaniel Gillis

    the repetition is the mother of all learning but i don't like to repeat myself i like to repeat

  368. Nathaniel Gillis

    others you know but i tell people they're playing a different game because they're i'm sorry they're

  369. Nathaniel Gillis

    playing by different rules because they're playing a different game and so far we have you know

  370. Nathaniel Gillis

    various accounts in antiquity where these beings would possess people and we are at war we're at

  371. Nathaniel Gillis

    war with the species that is working laws that we are seemingly ignorant of.

  372. Nathaniel Gillis

    And it's the job of researchers, experiencers alike, to test things on them.

  373. Nathaniel Gillis

    Does this work?

  374. Nathaniel Gillis

    No.

  375. Nathaniel Gillis

    Does this?

  376. Nathaniel Gillis

    Yes.

  377. Nathaniel Gillis

    Because at the end of the day, that's really what we're after.

  378. Nathaniel Gillis

    Hard-hitting amulets, hard-hitting words, or anything that can save us from this device.

  379. Nathaniel Gillis

    You know, Nathaniel, there was an author that I adore. His books were authored in like the 1920s, so they weren't like filtered down. Arthur E. Powell was his name, and he wrote a bunch of books on the astral body and various astral phenomena.

  380. Nathaniel Gillis

    And it was one of the key pieces of learning other than the stuff that Mr. Bruce taught me.

  381. Nathaniel Gillis

    And my own experiences, I used to have out-of-body experiences all the time, every night.

  382. Nathaniel Gillis / Xavier

    So one of the things that Arthur E. Powell talked about was that these types of sort of, you could call them like little mischievous spirits.

  383. Nathaniel Gillis

    It's they what they would do is they would hang out in these areas where people were drinking alcohol.

  384. Nathaniel Gillis / Xavier

    And he and what he said was that they would wait until the person had their first drink, which lowered their lowered their ability to defend naturally.

  385. Xavier

    And then and then and then by the time they had their second drink, that's when they would make their primary connection, their first connection.

  386. Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis

    through this connection they would give the impulse drink more you want more and and and

  387. Nathaniel Gillis

    and as this person got more and more drunk they they would assert more and more control

  388. Nathaniel Gillis

    and and feed more and more darkness more dark thoughts into this this person does that sound

  389. Nathaniel Gillis

    like some of the stuff you've dealt with in the past absolutely you know there are and i i

  390. Nathaniel Gillis

    some of the Catholic tradition, I believe, some of it I don't.

  391. Nathaniel Gillis

    So I'm going to be using different terminologies here.

  392. Nathaniel Gillis

    But you have an exterior entity that wants to be an interior entity.

  393. Nathaniel Gillis

    And what it'll do is it'll introduce a substance into you, into your bloodstream,

  394. Nathaniel Gillis

    and then it'll send you a thought.

  395. Nathaniel Gillis

    Now, I grew up in a tradition that said the battle is in the mind.

  396. Nathaniel Gillis

    I don't think they really understood how deep that was.

  397. Nathaniel Gillis

    And I'm going to get into this real quick because it's going to blow your guys' mind.

  398. Nathaniel Gillis

    It blew my mind too.

  399. Nathaniel Gillis

    So it's going to be like a wow moment.

  400. Nathaniel Gillis

    So let me back up and say this.

  401. Nathaniel Gillis

    Long before these beings possessed people, they possessed statues.

  402. Xavier

    Hmm.

  403. Xavier

    Hmm.

  404. Xavier

    Interesting.

  405. Nathaniel Gillis

    That's interesting.

  406. Nathaniel Gillis

    Yeah.

  407. Nathaniel Gillis

    And so your necromancy in Mesopotamia, what they would do is they would go to an artificer of metal.

  408. Nathaniel Gillis

    And this is in the book of 2 Chronicles in the Hebrew text.

  409. Nathaniel Gillis

    And they would find a blacksmith, essentially, and say, I want you to make an image of this entity.

  410. Nathaniel Gillis

    And so then, and this is according to the text, people could say it's anecdotal.

  411. Nathaniel Gillis

    I fully, I get it, you know, I get it.

  412. Nathaniel Gillis

    But anyway, so they would take this image of the demon home.

  413. Nathaniel Gillis

    And while they were sleeping, something would become alive in that image inside, break out of that metal.

  414. Nathaniel Gillis

    And now it's here.

  415. Nathaniel Gillis

    Absolutely. Now watch this. This is very, very unique, but it helps us understand their pathology. They molded the mind of that man long before that man went and told somebody to mold the entity.

  416. Nathaniel Gillis

    right birth me make me create an image of me so that i can be created in this dimension

  417. Nathaniel Gillis

    now getting down to that we're understanding that possession is the the commandeering of

  418. Nathaniel Gillis

    consciousness where that being doesn't possess a statue now it wants flesh and blood and now

  419. Nathaniel Gillis

    here's what it does it starts with a fault that's usually a self-deprecating fault

  420. Nathaniel Gillis

    You're not good enough. Your dad was right to leave you. All of these thoughts. And then what it'll do is it will monitor whether or not you agree with it.

  421. Nathaniel Gillis

    and when you agree with it then it has a hook in and so the goal here is that it starts thinking

  422. Nathaniel Gillis

    for you so much so that when it goes from an exterior to an interior entity and wants to act

  423. Nathaniel Gillis

    now it's going to act on your behalf and you won't know it because you think i thought that

  424. Nathaniel Gillis

    now one of the ways to provide autonomy and agency to the individual is to say to them

  425. Nathaniel Gillis

    So that's one way to diagnose it, but I'll shut up.

  426. Nathaniel Gillis

    Can one demon possess more than one person at a time?

  427. Nathaniel Gillis

    I believe so.

  428. Nathaniel Gillis

    Like a group possession?

  429. Nathaniel Gillis

    I believe so.

  430. Nathaniel Gillis

    Yes, that may be controversial for some, especially those who are in my field.

  431. Nathaniel Gillis

    Yes, that more than one can be – actually, you can have two people that are possessed by the same entity.

  432. Nathaniel Gillis

    because at this point we're dealing with consciousness, right?

  433. Nathaniel Gillis

    We're not dealing with localized consciousness.

  434. Nathaniel Gillis

    If it wants to branch out and possess two people at the same time, it can.

  435. Nathaniel Gillis

    Matter of fact, that murder case that I had that I mentioned earlier,

  436. Nathaniel Gillis

    I had another case a year later.

  437. Nathaniel Gillis

    One was right down the street from that house.

  438. Nathaniel Gillis

    Same enemy.

  439. Nathaniel Gillis

    Or at least it appeared to have the same pathology.

  440. Nathaniel Gillis

    You know, to demoralize the woman to Zikibus.

  441. Nathaniel Gillis

    You know, it would lay in bed at nighttime in between the husband and wife.

  442. Nathaniel Gillis

    You know, these are seriously sick beings. But yeah, so we have to pay attention to the bloody footprints of the snow. Like this is quite literally profiling a demon here. What are they doing? Why are they doing it? That's really where I'm at in my field.

  443. Nathaniel Gillis

    so then okay so we've we've discussed the problem we're about halfway through

  444. Xavier

    what is the solution like what do we do how do we combat these these these whatever they are

  445. Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis

    this this phenomenon like what can we like i mean let's say okay for example let's say that someone

  446. Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis

    someone listening is is suffering from night terrors um like what would you recommend them

  447. Nathaniel Gillis

    to do? Like, what is

  448. Nathaniel Gillis

    an example? I mean, you take it.

  449. Nathaniel Gillis

    I had a

  450. Nathaniel Gillis

    another anecdotal story. I had a couple

  451. Nathaniel Gillis

    that was suffering that

  452. Nathaniel Gillis

    it was affecting their marriage.

  453. Nathaniel Gillis

    And

  454. Nathaniel Gillis

    what I told them was, you know,

  455. Nathaniel Gillis

    I would like you to make a covenant

  456. Nathaniel Gillis

    in that house together.

  457. Nathaniel Gillis

    Make a covenant. Say your vows again.

  458. Nathaniel Gillis

    Renounce the presence of

  459. Nathaniel Gillis

    this being. Renounce it.

  460. Nathaniel Gillis

    That seems like a meaningless step

  461. Nathaniel Gillis

    But it would surprise you how many people are like, no, I'm not doing that.

  462. Nathaniel Gillis

    And then it doesn't leave.

  463. Nathaniel Gillis

    The second thing I do is I would wear religious amulets.

  464. Nathaniel Gillis

    Matter of fact, some of the women that met Lamashtu in antiquity, they went out on limb here, but they're still hoping to figure this out like we are.

  465. Nathaniel Gillis

    But they would go out and they would take iron and they would make a fake face.

  466. Nathaniel Gillis

    and then wear that second face as a necklace,

  467. Nathaniel Gillis

    hoping that when Lamashtu would stare into her eyes,

  468. Nathaniel Gillis

    I would actually stare into the iron itself.

  469. Nathaniel Gillis

    And in some ritual bowls, it says it works.

  470. Nathaniel Gillis

    So I would do that, and I would also, again, employ iron.

  471. Nathaniel Gillis

    I don't care if it's an iron cross, just iron.

  472. Nathaniel Gillis

    Third thing is, if there was trauma in your life,

  473. Nathaniel Gillis

    I would seek therapy.

  474. Nathaniel Gillis

    I mean, there's times when I just have to do a cleansing.

  475. Nathaniel Gillis

    There are times when this stuff is out of my hands.

  476. Nathaniel Gillis

    You need psychological therapy to get through these emotions.

  477. Nathaniel Gillis

    And then once that occurs, the PTSD that it caused is no longer there.

  478. Nathaniel Gillis

    And therefore, the pull that it used to come here is no longer there.

  479. Nathaniel Gillis

    So those are ways to do it.

  480. Nathaniel Gillis

    Now, there are names that I am being told

  481. Nathaniel Gillis

    that when you use them, it works. Now, it's almost like a doctor when he prescribes medication. Does it work every time? Not really. Sometimes it works for this person, sometimes it works for the other. Now, that's a whole other show, but you know, the name of Jesus. I use the name of Yeshua, the first century name.

  482. Xavier

    Okay.

  483. Nathaniel Gillis

    That's what I do.

  484. Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis

    That's what I've heard and what I've practiced myself as well is that during these experiences, when you say the name, it's like a resonance that exists in the name Jesus Christ.

  485. Nathaniel Gillis

    When you say those words, it greatly reduces or eliminates the phenomena completely, stops it in its tracks there.

  486. Nathaniel Gillis

    Right.

  487. Xavier

    So there's something to that.

  488. Nathaniel Gillis

    There's something to that archetype.

  489. Nathaniel Gillis

    Right, yeah.

  490. Nathaniel Gillis

    And it's not them playing roles.

  491. Nathaniel Gillis

    So in my research, I found a lot of behavioral patterns where these beings will take on the role that we give them.

  492. Nathaniel Gillis

    This is particularly disturbing when there are people that are illiterate in terms of who Jesus was.

  493. Nathaniel Gillis

    And I don't mean that in a damning way.

  494. Nathaniel Gillis

    I'm saying they're not dumb or stupid.

  495. Nathaniel Gillis

    That's not at all.

  496. Nathaniel Gillis

    They just don't know.

  497. Nathaniel Gillis

    There's a difference.

  498. Nathaniel Gillis

    and so you there was one experiencer who she uh was abducted by these beings

  499. Nathaniel Gillis

    and she called on the name jesus and it's this is wild it pulled an image out of her mind and so

  500. Nathaniel Gillis

    it was literally like they asked her okay what do you think jesus looked like and then it was

  501. Nathaniel Gillis

    like a blonde swedish presbyterian and that's how it manifested to her

  502. Nathaniel Gillis

    which is very unique right they feed into our belief systems at times and so you know then it

  503. Nathaniel Gillis

    shows up okay you want jesus here i am there was one experiencer that i had worked with

  504. Nathaniel Gillis

    where she was abducted called on jesus and jesus showed up hold his hand held his hand

  505. Nathaniel Gillis

    out and said all seed belongs to me

  506. Nathaniel Gillis

    and I'm going to say this and I won't,

  507. Nathaniel Gillis

    I know we're running out of time here,

  508. Nathaniel Gillis

    but I'm going to say this and I don't want to scare people,

  509. Nathaniel Gillis

    but she has six miscarriages.

  510. Nathaniel Gillis

    I think they're already scared, but it's okay.

  511. Nathaniel Gillis

    Not my intention.

  512. Nathaniel Gillis

    This is just the data.

  513. Nathaniel Gillis

    But we have to look at what we're saying

  514. Nathaniel Gillis

    and why we're saying it.

  515. Nathaniel Gillis

    One thing I really frown on

  516. Nathaniel Gillis

    is if it doesn't work for somebody,

  517. Nathaniel Gillis

    not going out there and crucifying them

  518. Nathaniel Gillis

    because they didn't have enough faith.

  519. Nathaniel Gillis

    We can't monitor their faith.

  520. Nathaniel Gillis

    We don't know them.

  521. Nathaniel Gillis

    So that's what I'm saying.

  522. Nathaniel Gillis

    Okay.

  523. Xavier

    Okay.

  524. Nathaniel Gillis

    So, you know, I think it's important that we recognize it as, you know, like in here in the physical realm, there are mosquitoes, right?

  525. Nathaniel Gillis

    And they're parasitic.

  526. Xavier

    They draw your blood.

  527. Xavier

    That's what they do to survive and live.

  528. Xavier

    It's part of nature, right?

  529. Nathaniel Gillis

    And so in the astral realm, there are these creatures that exist, and they are also parasitic in nature, except they affect here in the physical realm they affect.

  530. Xavier

    And in the way that they affect us, it can vary.

  531. Xavier

    It can vary to the number of love.

  532. Xavier

    What worries me, though, Nathaniel, is that you say that in the last three years or so, it seems to be increasing.

  533. Nathaniel Gillis

    Because on a global level, I think there has been a global trauma that we've all experienced.

  534. Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis

    And so perhaps that is a type of gateway for more of these dark things to come through.

  535. Nathaniel Gillis

    But where are, okay, like if we exist in a polarity, you know, light and dark, then where are the light?

  536. Nathaniel Gillis

    Where are the angels?

  537. Nathaniel Gillis

    Where are those people or beings?

  538. Nathaniel Gillis

    It's a very good question.

  539. Nathaniel Gillis

    You know, throw a rock in the pond for the researchers like yourself out there and see if you guys, see what you guys think about it.

  540. Nathaniel Gillis

    But I do believe that a lot of these beings are performing high magic rituals.

  541. Nathaniel Gillis

    when Jack Parsons was moderating our rocket program in history

  542. Nathaniel Gillis

    you know he was contacting these beings

  543. Nathaniel Gillis

    he was contacting them using bastardized Kabbalistic rituals

  544. Nathaniel Gillis

    now you know the shortest horror story ever written

  545. Nathaniel Gillis

    was that the last man on earth was alone in his house

  546. Nathaniel Gillis

    and there came a knock at the door

  547. Nathaniel Gillis

    now according to these texts

  548. Nathaniel Gillis

    if Jack Parsons and Crowley employed these

  549. Nathaniel Gillis

    they should not have worked

  550. Nathaniel Gillis

    the basis of

  551. Nathaniel Gillis

    Kabbalistic, especially magic

  552. Nathaniel Gillis

    is the humility of the man

  553. Nathaniel Gillis

    and the absolute fear of the Lord

  554. Nathaniel Gillis

    but they had neither

  555. Nathaniel Gillis

    and yet when they branched out into that

  556. Nathaniel Gillis

    darkness, something was there that

  557. Nathaniel Gillis

    responded to it

  558. Nathaniel Gillis

    now when we're getting into high magic

  559. Nathaniel Gillis

    in the book of Ezekiel chapter 13

  560. Nathaniel Gillis

    there is a phenomenon that refers

  561. Nathaniel Gillis

    to some of these beings

  562. Nathaniel Gillis

    Yahweh Elohim

  563. Nathaniel Gillis

    mentions people

  564. Nathaniel Gillis

    but they were performing some of these same rituals.

  565. Nathaniel Gillis

    And essentially, he says, I have bought with you

  566. Nathaniel Gillis

    those who hunt the souls of men to make them fly.

  567. Nathaniel Gillis

    Now, I know we're in the last chapter of the show,

  568. Nathaniel Gillis

    but I want to dig in really deep for everybody

  569. Nathaniel Gillis

    because this is the highlight of my work.

  570. Xavier

    Okay, no problem. Yeah, I love that.

  571. Nathaniel Gillis

    Number one, we are dealing with a species

  572. Nathaniel Gillis

    that can induce people into a deep sleep

  573. Nathaniel Gillis

    and pull their souls out of their body.

  574. Nathaniel Gillis

    It's happened through abduction literature.

  575. Nathaniel Gillis

    It's happened in demonological literature.

  576. Nathaniel Gillis

    Whatever we're dealing with has just an incredible knowledge about the soul of the afterlife and how long a soul can be out of body before the body itself dies.

  577. Nathaniel Gillis

    Now, what we're dealing with again, I had a remote viewer, actually a son of a remote viewer that called me one time.

  578. Nathaniel Gillis

    And he's like, you know, he goes, my father was a famous remote viewer.

  579. Nathaniel Gillis

    he would leave his body

  580. Nathaniel Gillis

    and he would meet his guides

  581. Nathaniel Gillis

    his guides would give him messages

  582. Nathaniel Gillis

    and then when he would be back in his body

  583. Nathaniel Gillis

    he would call up the local politicians

  584. Nathaniel Gillis

    and local celebrities

  585. Nathaniel Gillis

    and they would pay him thousands of dollars for a reading

  586. Nathaniel Gillis

    they said it was nothing

  587. Nathaniel Gillis

    it was nothing for my dad to do that

  588. Nathaniel Gillis

    he said matter of fact it wasn't anything for my dad

  589. Nathaniel Gillis

    to go into a trance while I'm playing video games

  590. Nathaniel Gillis

    turn all the lights off in the house

  591. Nathaniel Gillis

    and tell me there's a being here that wants to talk to you

  592. Nathaniel Gillis

    now

  593. Nathaniel Gillis

    were not his guides.

  594. Nathaniel Gillis

    They were far more

  595. Nathaniel Gillis

    manipulative.

  596. Nathaniel Gillis

    He said that one night, he loved video

  597. Nathaniel Gillis

    games, he said, I'm playing video games, and my

  598. Nathaniel Gillis

    father basically stumbles down the stairs.

  599. Nathaniel Gillis

    He's pale.

  600. Nathaniel Gillis

    He can't talk. He can barely breathe.

  601. Nathaniel Gillis

    And he said, my dad had a massive heart attack.

  602. Nathaniel Gillis

    He said, when we got him to the hospital,

  603. Nathaniel Gillis

    we're taking his shirt off to put his robe

  604. Nathaniel Gillis

    on.

  605. Nathaniel Gillis

    And sub-derminally,

  606. Nathaniel Gillis

    Religious amulets came from underneath the skin to the surface.

  607. Nathaniel Gillis

    What?

  608. Nathaniel Gillis

    One of them was a cross.

  609. Nathaniel Gillis

    The other one was the star of David.

  610. Nathaniel Gillis

    And this is the scary part.

  611. Nathaniel Gillis

    The last one was an overarching hieroglyphic from Egypt.

  612. Xavier

    This came out of his skin?

  613. Nathaniel Gillis

    His skin, through the skin to the surface.

  614. Nathaniel Gillis

    now I'm telling you guys

  615. Nathaniel Gillis

    and I'm getting passionate but we are at war with something

  616. Nathaniel Gillis

    see here's the problem with demonology

  617. Nathaniel Gillis

    let me harp on my own field we're so broken

  618. Xavier

    we're so divided

  619. Nathaniel Gillis

    the Catholic won't use the Star of David but these beings did

  620. Nathaniel Gillis

    and they used a cross against this individual

  621. Nathaniel Gillis

    so the way they're using amulets

  622. Nathaniel Gillis

    is different than we are they're using them in terms of

  623. Nathaniel Gillis

    multiplication

  624. Nathaniel Gillis

    Right?

  625. Nathaniel Gillis

    Now, this soul-to-skin phenomenon is the same behavioral pattern we see in these soul hunters in the UFO abduction field.

  626. Nathaniel Gillis

    One night, one night, Betty Luca was sleeping peacefully.

  627. Nathaniel Gillis

    Bob Luca, her husband, hears a rustling in the bed.

  628. Nathaniel Gillis

    He opens his eyes.

  629. Nathaniel Gillis

    When his eyes adjust it, he sees his wife's apparition being pulled out of her body.

  630. Nathaniel Gillis

    Soul hunters.

  631. Nathaniel Gillis

    This, I believe, 100%.

  632. Nathaniel Gillis

    said they're not just after bodies they're after souls now when she got back into her body buddy

  633. Nathaniel Gillis

    then the scoop marks manifested subdermally through the skin to the surface this is a case

  634. Nathaniel Gillis

    study of behavioral patterns they're doing the same thing as the same beings

  635. Nathaniel Gillis

    our job is to figure out why they're doing it

  636. Nathaniel Gillis

    well that's that makes me uncomfortable

  637. Nathaniel Gillis

    well okay so what are they doing you know yeah so um i'm very curious to know your answer to

  638. Nathaniel Gillis / Xavier

    this question do you think that the the alien ufo encounter is a different type of demon or

  639. Nathaniel Gillis

    something extraterrestrial well i would include them as being demonic in nature i mean

  640. Nathaniel Gillis

    question earlier in the show like what was a demon what was a demon but what you know what

  641. Nathaniel Gillis

    what's the difference between a demon and angel to many people antiquity you're a demon because

  642. Nathaniel Gillis

    you gave me bad news you're an angel if you gave me good news that's how shallow a lot of them were

  643. Nathaniel Gillis

    true so they really didn't classify them but these beings have manifested to people as angels

  644. Nathaniel Gillis

    there's a famous experiencer right now that believes mother mary you know manifested to him

  645. Nathaniel Gillis

    now let me let me show somebody a little bit of what's going on behind the veil

  646. Nathaniel Gillis

    i say

  647. Nathaniel Gillis

    that with all humility. These beings are now teaching doctrine. And for all of those who despise religious fundamentalists, I despise many of them too. I grew up in that religion. I get it.

  648. Nathaniel Gillis

    But I think we need to start hypothesizing why they're teaching us as a species doctrines.

  649. Nathaniel Gillis

    Because there's one man, Paul, Shaul, who said, if another Jesus comes to you, then the one you've already received, run.

  650. Nathaniel Gillis

    And what he was dealing with is not just an entity that manifests.

  651. Nathaniel Gillis

    It's not just an entity that peels the soul out of the body.

  652. Nathaniel Gillis

    But he was also pointing out the fact that many of them will come to teach you doctrines.

  653. Nathaniel Gillis

    and if they're teaching doctrines

  654. Nathaniel Gillis

    according to him

  655. Nathaniel Gillis

    then we're dealing with the end times

  656. Nathaniel Gillis

    I'm going to end this little rant with this

  657. Nathaniel Gillis

    recently I got a hold

  658. Nathaniel Gillis

    of a book by Abram the mage

  659. Nathaniel Gillis

    and if you don't know who he was

  660. Nathaniel Gillis

    he was a Kabbalistic

  661. Nathaniel Gillis

    magician so you know he feared

  662. Nathaniel Gillis

    God he didn't use his works against

  663. Nathaniel Gillis

    anyone he used it for them

  664. Nathaniel Gillis

    but anyways he had encountered

  665. Nathaniel Gillis

    an individual who also had religious

  666. Nathaniel Gillis

    it's the only person i've read that from and he encountered them again it was this it was some of

  667. Nathaniel Gillis

    the same amulets but the kicker of it was that he encountered a being that carved hieroglyphics

  668. Nathaniel Gillis

    into someone and when he witnessed that he shrieked and he called that angel magic

  669. Nathaniel Gillis

    which would make perfect sense and it kind of kind of opens a lot of doors for us as researchers

  670. Nathaniel Gillis

    and i i think i think there is a huge amount of research i don't i don't think we're anywhere

  671. Nathaniel Gillis

    close to an answer what's going on um i think i think we're getting closer i think i think

  672. Nathaniel Gillis

    talking about it is is definitely a first step i don't feel like we're organized enough to even

  673. Nathaniel Gillis

    approach um a data set that that can lead us to what these things actually are correct correct

  674. Nathaniel Gillis

    So far, we're leaning on descriptions, you know, personifications of the phenomenon or the face of the phenomenon.

  675. Nathaniel Gillis

    I will suggest that there is something hiding in the corner that's neither alien or what we would consider to be a fallen angel.

  676. Nathaniel Gillis

    The term fallen angel is never even in the Hebrew texts.

  677. Nathaniel Gillis

    It came afterwards.

  678. Nathaniel Gillis

    So, you know, what are we dealing with?

  679. Nathaniel Gillis

    We don't know, but we do know that what they're doing is the same thing.

  680. Nathaniel Gillis

    And I would suggest that we're dealing with what I call the unified field theory.

  681. Nathaniel Gillis

    They're the same beings wearing different masks to manipulate us.

  682. Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis

    hmm there was um there was a time when i was in this a long time ago man a couple decades ago i

  683. Nathaniel Gillis

    used to run an an obe chat on uh irc anyone out there remembers fnet uh we were on there pound

  684. Xavier

    obe and uh and i thought i was a badass man i thought i was the man and because because i i

  685. Nathaniel Gillis

    I felt like I had mastered the process of going out of body.

  686. Nathaniel Gillis

    And I'll always remember this day, this kid came into our chat room and he said,

  687. Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis

    Hey, this demon comes to me every night, drags me out of my body, takes me to a different world.

  688. Nathaniel Gillis

    in this other world

  689. Xavier

    they

  690. Xavier

    the scientists there

  691. Xavier

    they find like a chest

  692. Xavier

    they open the chest

  693. Nathaniel Gillis

    even though they're warned not to open the chest

  694. Xavier

    and the chest

  695. Nathaniel Gillis

    emits this black

  696. Nathaniel Gillis

    smoke that they don't

  697. Nathaniel Gillis

    know why it continues to emit the

  698. Nathaniel Gillis

    black smoke black smoke black smoke

  699. Xavier

    until it covers the whole planet

  700. Xavier

    and this kid he said

  701. Xavier

    he said

  702. Xavier

    it makes me watch this every night comes to me and it drives me out every single night happens

  703. Xavier

    and i and i told him i said you know what man all right i'm gonna i'm gonna project out i'll be

  704. Nathaniel Gillis

    waiting when it comes let's see if we can fight it and and nathaniel i was i was i was batting out

  705. Nathaniel Gillis

    of my league my friend like i was i lost in in the worst way that you could lose i lost and it was

  706. Nathaniel Gillis / Xavier

    like this horned minotaur like hoofed like like demon it was strong much much stronger than me

  707. Nathaniel Gillis

    and i was i i went back into my body and when when i did i thought oh my god what if it follows me

  708. Nathaniel Gillis

    here and it did it did i could feel it in the room and just as i thought oh my god i've just

  709. Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis

    made the biggest mistake i could ever possibly make this this little white ball of light little

  710. Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis

    white ball of light entered the room and it just erased the demon completely it's just gone

  711. Nathaniel Gillis

    like the moment that i thought oh my god this is i'm in big big trouble it was just gone it just

  712. Nathaniel Gillis

    ended um it never i never saw it again that's profound my friend that's profound thank you for

  713. Nathaniel Gillis

    sharing that it's you know i when i was a kid i had a similar experience you know the end of the

  714. Nathaniel Gillis

    i was dealing with was um at first it manifested as a little girl manifest as a little girl and

  715. Nathaniel Gillis

    evolved. And one night, just like you, I thought, man, I'm done. You know, it was following me to

  716. Nathaniel Gillis

    friends' houses. It was meeting me in my dreams. The same nightmare occurred. And finally, I just

  717. Nathaniel Gillis

    called on God. I said, God, I don't know what this is or why it wants me, but I'm asking for divine

  718. Nathaniel Gillis

    intervention. And something else walked into that room, my friend. And that entity lived.

  719. Nathaniel Gillis

    and to this day even having murder cases it was the most powerful most powerful being i met

  720. Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis

    thankfully thankfully so nathaniel i really think i i do think that these these beings um

  721. Xavier

    they have to respect a certain law of of free will and and they they do gain our tacit um

  722. Nathaniel Gillis

    acceptance of, they trick us into letting themselves in further, but they also obey a higher order of light.

  723. Xavier

    And when that is respected and when it is used, they have to obey that.

  724. Nathaniel Gillis

    Right, right. And they'll recognize people too. You know what I mean?

  725. Nathaniel Gillis

    If you're known to be a wounded healer and turning your wounds into wisdom, they'll notice that.

  726. Nathaniel Gillis

    You'll be on their radar.

  727. Nathaniel Gillis

    And they'll do something to stop you.

  728. Nathaniel Gillis

    You know, the entity that I faced as a young boy was suicide.

  729. Nathaniel Gillis

    And, you know, that's the easiest demon to spot in my career.

  730. Nathaniel Gillis

    You know, I've had people call me in the middle of the night.

  731. Nathaniel Gillis

    I didn't feel the lick of God.

  732. Nathaniel Gillis

    Nothing.

  733. Nathaniel Gillis

    Nothing.

  734. Nathaniel Gillis

    So the very end of the phone call when I'm saying, well, you know what, I'll call you tomorrow.

  735. Nathaniel Gillis

    And then I feel something brushed by me.

  736. Nathaniel Gillis

    Suicide.

  737. Nathaniel Gillis

    the person's delivered.

  738. Nathaniel Gillis

    So,

  739. Nathaniel Gillis

    you know,

  740. Nathaniel Gillis

    you just discernment,

  741. Nathaniel Gillis

    but,

  742. Nathaniel Gillis

    uh,

  743. Nathaniel Gillis

    I'm going to thank you guys for having me on,

  744. Nathaniel Gillis

    man.

  745. Nathaniel Gillis

    You know,

  746. Nathaniel Gillis

    I've looked at all your,

  747. Nathaniel Gillis

    your,

  748. Nathaniel Gillis

    you've got,

  749. Nathaniel Gillis

    you guys have some cannons as guests and you got a little old Nate on.

  750. Nathaniel Gillis

    So I really appreciate it.

  751. Nathaniel Gillis

    Oh no,

  752. Nathaniel Gillis

    Nathaniel.

  753. Nathaniel Gillis

    It's,

  754. Xavier

    it's my honor,

  755. Nathaniel Gillis

    our honor for,

  756. Xavier

    to just scratch the surface of this topic.

  757. Nathaniel Gillis

    And I know that you are very,

  758. Nathaniel Gillis

    very sick and I really,

  759. Xavier

    truly appreciate your time.

  760. Nathaniel Gillis

    Very,

  761. Nathaniel Gillis

    very,

  762. Nathaniel Gillis

    very much,

  763. Nathaniel Gillis

    man.

  764. Xavier

    Thank you so much.

  765. Nathaniel Gillis

    And, guys, anyone that's listening, there is hope.

  766. Xavier

    There is light at the end of the tunnel.

  767. Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis

    We're not completely lost, but this is a spiritual war.

  768. Nathaniel Gillis

    And I think it's important to know that.

  769. Nathaniel Gillis

    I don't think it helps us to be in ignorance of the war itself.

  770. Xavier

    and with that guys um i'm gonna i'm gonna go ahead and we're gonna get

  771. Xavier

    canceled we're gonna go ahead and and end the show here guys i i apologize i know we were

  772. Nathaniel Gillis

    supposed to go for a little bit longer um but i can say there's there's a very very big guest that

  773. Xavier

    i have locked in he just did a netflix series won't say his name but i'm sure you can guess

  774. Xavier

    it is.

  775. Xavier

    But I want to thank you guys.

  776. Xavier

    Everyone, thank you so much

  777. Xavier

    for listening and tuning in.

  778. Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis

    And we're going to get out of here.

  779. Xavier

    Don't lose hope, my friends.

  780. Nathaniel Gillis

    And just remember

  781. Xavier

    that if you're listening to my voice right now,

  782. Xavier

    you are the resistance.

  783. Xavier

    .

  784. Xavier

    .

  785. Xavier

    .

  786. Xavier

    .

  787. Xavier

    .

  788. Xavier

    Yeah.

  789. Xavier

    Thank you.

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