The Human Experience · Episode
Episode #187 – Nathaniel Gillis – Good Vs. Evil, Demonology, Parapsychology and much much more!
A conversation with Nathaniel Gillis
Nathaniel Gillis is a religious demonologist and author. After living in a haunted house, Nathaniel spent 20 years researching what it was he encountered. Nathaniel has sought to redefine the nature of…
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- December 23, 2022
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- 1:00:45

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Nathaniel Gillis is a religious demonologist and author. After living in a haunted house, Nathaniel spent 20 years researching what it was he encountered. Nathaniel has sought to redefine the nature of haunting phenomena, ghosts and high strangeness. He’s often quoted for his concept of the demonic: “The reason they are playing by different rules is because they are playing a different game.” Having spent a decade in the deliverance ministry, Nathaniel decided to take what he learned and assist others in a more secular venue. Nathaniel is a thought leader in his field and has been on hundreds of podcasts and radio shows sharing his passion for helping people.

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Nathaniel Gillis
Nathaniel Gillis is a religious demonologist and author. After living in a haunted house, Nathaniel spent 20 years researching what it was he encountered. Nathaniel has sought to redefine the nature of haunting phenomena, ghosts and high strangeness. He’s often quoted for his concept of the demonic: “The reason they are playing by different rules is because they are playing a different game.” Having spent a decade in the deliverance ministry, Nathaniel decided to take what he learned and assist others in a more secular venue. Nathaniel is a thought leader in his field and has been on hundreds of podcasts and radio shows sharing his passion for helping people.
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Experience Podcast, and we've got a phenomenal, phenomenal show, information-packed show for
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As usual, always come with the greatest information for your minds.
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Ladies and gentlemen, yesterday was the solstice.
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It was a very sacred day.
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And so I spent a lot of the day just reflecting and meditating.
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And I thought, and I looked around and I thought, what has happened?
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What has happened to our relationship with each other?
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What has the last three years done to us to make us this way?
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And ladies and gentlemen, it's important for us to take that back.
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Take back our power.
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And that power is through union.
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Through a mutual understanding, a mutual respect.
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A connectedness.
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and understanding that we're all traversing this human experience together together
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That's not too much to ask, is it? I don't think so.
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So that's your homework for now. I'm going to end this monologue. I'm going to bring my
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To the paranormal, parapsychological.
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And my guest tonight, very interesting character, for sure.
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the human experience is transcending the astral plane as we hunt demons with my guest
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nathaniel gillis nathaniel gillis is an author and demonologist he spent over 20 years researching
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the phenomena of haunting possession and what he calls high strangeness.
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Nathaniel spent a decade in the deliverance ministry, but then later made the decision
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to take what he learned and assert those teachings into helping those who needed his help.
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Nathaniel, welcome to HXP.
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thank you for having me and i'm glad to be with you guys and i'm looking forward to discussing
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this this research i can't i can't wait um i know i know you're a little under the weather so we will
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we're going to keep it a little short tonight and ladies and gentlemen nathaniel is such a gentleman
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that he is you know he's not feeling that great he did not cancel he's not canceled you want to be
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here for us tonight so yes sir that is that's that is the sign of a man who loves his work
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okay so nathaniel i'm not going to ask you you've done so many of these interviews um probably i
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mean hundreds of these interviews at this point i'm not gonna i'm gonna i'm not gonna ask you to
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tell your story again let's just get right to the juice man let's go let's get right to let's get
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a guy named Robert Bruce. He wrote a book called Astral Dynamics. I was fortunate enough to meet
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him very early on. And, and we would talk about, um, you know, demons and stuff like that. And
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that's something that would come up in conversation. And so, so we, you and I might have different
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training, but, um, from what I understand, uh, demon comes from a word, uh, with the Latin root
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daemon, which just means lesser god. But for you, what does this word mean, demon?
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Well, a demon has various meanings and different origins. You know, there's what's called a
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dialectical alomorph in linguistics. It basically means that you can have three or four different
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words that have different spellings and different pronunciations, but they all basically have the
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same meaning. Now, if you were to ask
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anything to give us that, I would
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suggest humbly that
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what we're dealing with in demons are parasitic
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entities.
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They're using laws that we
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ourselves are ignorant of that we're just now
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learning. They're using those laws against
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us. That's really
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what inspired me to get into the field without
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giving my origin story, is
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to try to understand, okay, without
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defining them by using descriptions,
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let's just see what their behavioral
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patterns are. Does that make sense?
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Yeah, yeah, yeah. So then what did you find?
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Well, when we're dealing with the demigod or the daemon, it's a reference to what's called the Atreus' epic. It's an Akkadian slash Babylonian origin story of the world. And it speaks of individuals who, post-mortem, they became semi-divine. It uses a word called manakuma.
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And malakuma is a word that we dug up in ritual bowls, Mesopotamia, and in other shelf tombs.
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But that malakuma became malakim in Hebrew mythology.
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And that malakim became the angel in the New Testament.
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So this makes sense.
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So what's really fascinating about this concept here is that in the Atreus' epic, it refers to the ghost of a man.
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it says that the ghost of a man is made from the flesh of a god and so one of their hypothesis was
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that there were some people who died and they became mutated ghosts and then that mutated ghost
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became a demon and that's just one of the hypotheses out there uh but you know we have
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to look at their behavioral patterns as well and see if that um holds weight okay okay so so are
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Are there different degrees?
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I mean, some are clearly more powerful than others, right?
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There are degrees of demons, right?
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Correct, correct.
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There is an hierarchy currently right now.
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But I would say this, that while they are all made of the same substance, they are not all the same status.
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And so when we're dealing with the substance of consciousness, now we're dealing with the constitution of consciousness, right?
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That emerges from the dead when they transition into the next dimension.
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So my research as of late has consisted of trying to understand, okay, what are our ancestors calling them, right?
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And how has that evolved through history?
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And
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what are we calling demons today? Because, and I will suggest to all the scholars out there, including you, it's possible that we're dealing with one phenomenon that's masking itself as demonic in antiquity and alien in modernity.
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And if that's possible, then we are dealing with a more malevolent species of darkness than many want to believe.
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You know, it's interesting. I'm so glad you're like a segue artist. That's exactly where I was going to go is the study of demonology in ancient times. And I did go through this and look at this and try to find out.
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So ancient Mesopotamia, demons were believed to be evil spirits or gods that caused harm or chaos.
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Ancient Egypt, demons were often depicted as animals or hybrid with hybrid creatures with animal features.
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And they were also believed to be malevolent and they could cause illness or death.
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In ancient Greece, and this is interesting, in ancient Greece, demons were believed to be supernatural entities that could influence human affairs, and some were seen as malevolent, while others were seen as helpful or benevolent.
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and it goes on
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it goes on
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and I won't finish it but
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you're right we need to define this in modern
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times because
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when I think of the word demon
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it evokes
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it evokes a not good
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feeling I don't feel
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good when I hear the word demon
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no not at all
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I will say this you know it's fascinating
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to me because when you get into the ancient literature
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you see a thematic
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and coalesces into a very unique understanding of who and what they are.
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One of the texts that I'm so fascinated is it's called His Wind is Released.
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His Wind is Released.
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And prior to the Hebrew Bible being written,
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and I know there are going to be dogmatists that will crucify me for that,
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but just bear with me.
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Prior to the Hebrew Bible being written,
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there were various mythologies that kind of interloped together
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and found their way into the Hebrew texts.
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And so one of the Phoenician definitions of a demon was a little spirit, L-I-L.
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Now, a little spirit was the Phoenician word for breath, wind, and finally, spirit.
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But it wasn't some entity that fell from the skies or some Greek, you know, god from an Olympus.
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This was quite literally a ghost where, you know, in that particular text it mentions, specifically a young man was talking to his sister and says that when my wind is released, my lil is released, bury my body in this location.
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So what is the lil spirit?
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The lil spirit, again, is the evolution or the mutation of a deceased person.
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It's that God ghost that emerges at the moment of death.
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Now that translates, again, this is fascinating too, it translates into this being a Lilith or Lilith spirit.
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Now, when you get into Hebrew, if I ramble, just let me know, brother, okay?
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I tend to do that.
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So in Hebrew mythology, they took that borrowed loan word Lil and they created Lilith.
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Lilith was allegedly the first wife of Adam.
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However, if you see what these beings are doing, you'll see their behavioral footprints, their bloody footprints in the snow, doing the same things.
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It's just we've been calling them different names.
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But Lilith was the ghost that was because she was barren in real life, allegedly, according to the text, that she would go around harvesting seed and then going into a woman as a man, as an incubi spirit.
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and inseminating them and then taking the fetus for a run.
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Now, that's the legend of Lilith, but what that points to is that,
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like I said, it's a common thematic element throughout history
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that at least some of these were perceived to be consciousness,
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which I think, right, we're all wondering what it is,
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and that's where we're at.
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I mean, yeah, I mean, I don't think it ends the study of the phenomena
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and learning and being at a point where, okay, we need more information, more data.
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And, you know, maybe one day we'll be at that Star Trek level where we can just analyze it
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and know exactly what's going on and call it out for that.
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But right now, I mean, we can't even get modern science to acknowledge these things.
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And in fact, the phenomena itself is regarded as a stigma that people refuse to talk about
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their experiences with the otherworldly and you know anything related to that um right so you know
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okay so let me let me let me put you in a situation okay let's say let's say that i come up to you and
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i say nathaniel you know i i'm going through some weird things right now and i don't know what's
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going on and I have a feeling, I have a really bad feeling, I think I might be experiencing
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some sort of haunting or possession or some kind of demon is around.
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What are your first steps?
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What do you do in that scenario?
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Well, obviously, I mean, it depends.
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It really depends on who I'm dealing with in terms of, you know, is it a husband or
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is a wife?
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You know, I want to include both of them in the conversation.
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an applied demonologist, I have to be careful with what I ask outside of, you know, a family.
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So I would talk to them both if she's married or if it's a woman. But I would specifically look for
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trauma in the past. I would look for suicidal ideation. And what I used to do, because I'm not
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going into homes currently, I'm more into the research, but I would literally, I would just
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pick up on her, their energy. And the strangest thing was what happened. You know, I would get
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I would get names of people. I'll go ahead and share an anecdotal story with you all. But there was a gentleman that messaged me years ago. He was out of Cincinnati. And obviously, I'm not mentioning names, but he was a young guy. You know, he's maybe about 23. And he says, look, he goes, there are times when something possesses me. And he's like, you know, and he goes, and I start downloading information that I would never otherwise had.
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He says, but during that possession, I'm violent.
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I pick up my mom and I throw her across the room.
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He's like, I've been in jail before.
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You know, there's just something wrong with me.
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And I said, well, I said, is your mother there?
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And she was on, I guess I was on speakerphone.
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She goes, absolutely.
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What's, you know, what can I help you with?
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I said, well, I'm going to ask you a question.
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I said, you know, I said, it's an hour and a half away from me.
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You know, and I said, I don't, I don't really, I don't do this for money.
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And I said, if I'm going to pay my own way and my own gas, my own time,
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only thing that I would request out of you humbly is that you work with me and you're honest right
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and I said now is there a history of suicide in your family I'll tell you why I asked that question
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specifically later on she said no I said all right I said thank you for answering I said no
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if I come to you guys will you guys again work with me I said because I don't want to travel an
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hour and a half for somebody who's not willing to let this entity go because I have no authority
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That entity will mock me.
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And so she goes, no.
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So we get into it and just talking deeper.
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And I hang up the phone.
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And about two days later, I go into a vision.
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And in this vision, I'm sitting in her house.
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I've never been in her house, obviously.
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And I'm sitting on a couch in the living room.
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There's a light on in the corner of the room.
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There's a lamp.
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And all of a sudden, it's the middle of the night.
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But all of a sudden, I see this male apparition with a black beard walk by me and walk into her room.
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And instantly, I got the name David.
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And so I called her back, and I said, I really, you know, I asked you guys very kindly not to lie to me.
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And they were both on speakerphone again.
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And they're going, what do you mean, Nathaniel?
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We didn't lie to you.
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I said, no.
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I said, the other day, I had a vision.
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And I explained to them what I saw.
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The kid begins to freak out, and he says, that's dad, mom.
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he said and i and i said his name was david and the mom starts crying and said yes it is i said
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okay i said he committed suicide she said yes i said all right why am i seeing this and the son
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was so stunned he was almost speechless but according to his testimony he said that it was
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he who witnessed the apparition of his father one night sitting on the couch and uh thankfully i've
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been able to use tools like that and obviously you know they need help and i'll help anybody that
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uh but but don't lie to me you know what i mean because what that means is we're starting off on
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the wrong foot right and uh demons lie right and so then so then are you in your process are you
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helping the demon become something else are you helping the demon cross over or no longer be a
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demon um there was one case that i had it was a murder case where i'm not saying that because
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i'm some kind of a detective that's somebody another show told me that he thinks he's a
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detective no uh but it was a murder case and um the entity was a murderer and when i did the
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cleansing it was like somebody turned the lights off and then turned them turned them back on
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so when that
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entity left, I cannot tell you what happened to him. I know that he was a very, very evil man in life. And what he did is he killed his own daughter. And so when I first got there, I got there not knowing what happened. I had no context, no historical record for it.
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but they called me specifically not because it was a murder but because there was paranormal
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activity happening in the house prior to it so then so then if i'm getting the picture right
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so then your your goal is to help the family as much as possible um you you look for if there
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are signs of trauma uh deep-rooted trauma and then and if you can if and and the goal is to
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stop the
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paranormal activity from occurring
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and the demon to go away?
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Yes.
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Yes, sir. Yes, sir. And in the meantime, write notes
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on its behavioral patterns.
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How did it lie? In what way did it lie?
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What language did it speak?
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I had
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a family call me about three
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years ago now, and they're
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friends of my family.
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And forgive me for the anecdotal stories, but I
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have to provide context to what I'm
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you no problem no problem but but uh in this particular case i was sitting outside this is
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the summertime it's about two in the morning and i was working second shift just relaxing outside i
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get a phone call from the front of the family and they said you need to pray for our daughter
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i'll not mention her name of course i said what's going on and the wife said that uh well she's
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this is actually during covid forgive me so she said we're at the er and she's in the hospital
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little room throwing up she has a just an abominable pain that abdominal pain rather that is uh that's
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reoccurring and we can't stop it and she said can you pray for her and i said well i'll pray for
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but now now this is very interesting too on the phone call it was me and it was the stepfather
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this girl's stepfather and it was her real mother but immediately go into a trance and on the left
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there was an apparition of a man. He had a goatee. He stunk. It was like body odor,
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and he smelled like cigarettes. So I knew he was a smoker. I immediately told the wife,
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I said, there's a man here. His name is Dan. And I said, what I'm being communicated is that
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your daughter survived an absolutely explosively traumatic experience.
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and she's been feeling guilty and shameful and blaming herself.
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And I said, this entity.
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Now, for all of those who are going to listen to this,
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I pray that you'll take this to heart
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because it will start making more sense to you
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if you've been through trauma in your life.
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There are entities that are so strategic
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that they will cause a traumatic experience to occur in your life
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and then use that trauma as a womb to birth something in your life.
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And so I asked them, I said, look, I said, it's another trance.
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I said, I've never been to your house, but I said, I see a Winnie the Pooh toy sitting on a fireplace.
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And I said, I'm on a couch.
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And I said, there's a rocking chair.
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I said, now what I would ask you to do is I said, in the name of God, I want you to go and take her by the hand.
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They're on the couch.
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I want you to simply ask her, has there been something traumatic in your life that's occurred?
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And that you would rather, you want us to talk about it with you, but it's almost like you're feeling silenced by something.
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And I always get emotional in this stuff, man.
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So they set her down and she's on a balling.
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And she said, a few years back, I was at a party.
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She said, it's quite a college party.
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And I was really, I really meant to meet with my friend there.
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But when I got there, nobody was there but people that I didn't know.
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They were just plain strangers.
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And she said, and so I get a drink and I'm just trying to meet new people.
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She said, I walk up the stairs and I go to the bathroom.
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And when I did, a very large man pulled me into the room.
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and I'm not going to get into the darkness here,
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but you guys can pick up what I'm putting down here.
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Right.
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And she said it was over and over again,
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and she said she didn't tell anybody.
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And she said suddenly,
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suddenly now the nightmare started.
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And again, we're dealing with the pathology of a demon.
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Okay.
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The pathology of a demon, this particular entity,
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was that it caused that trauma to occur to her,
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and then it manifested to her in her dreams.
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And her testimony was the atmosphere, the energy, the masculinity, the rage that I felt in those nightmares with that entity was the same embodiment that I felt with that man and that party.
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Wow.
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And she broke down and began to bawl.
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And when she did, she began to, and I don't want to use this in a weird way, but she began to share her story with people that were designed to help her heal.
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and when she told them that, they began to get her some help and therapy,
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and the entity never came back.
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The paranormal phenomenon stopped.
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So there are at least some beings that, and I'm going to use this specifically,
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their sexual pathology does not start in the nightmares or touching in the middle of the night.
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It starts sometimes with trauma.
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It could be an abuse from a father.
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It can be an abuse from a brother or anything that happened in your life.
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Some of these beings will step into that trauma and use it to bend your will.
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And the key to that is to deal with the trauma first to close that bridge.
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And then the entity has to go.
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And it makes a lot of sense to me, man.
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I mean, like, you know, psychologically, if you are experiencing a traumatic state, then that traumatic event would create a type of hole in your aura, in your energetic field.
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And that would be where this type of being could attach, connect, or even insert itself.
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And, you know, like, it's a very parasitic relationship.
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So, you know, it's using your energy to empower itself. And I think, I think what they feed on the most is the dark emotions like fear, anger, rage, stuff like that.
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yes sir and I experienced that in my youth and I'm not going to share my origin story
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you guys look at my other shows you can see that but um you know like when I was a kid I
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experienced a lot of trauma from the entity itself you know the footsteps at nighttime
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there were disembodied voices talking about my head and whenever I encountered that entity
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I kind of had to create a coping mechanism around it you know what I mean I mean it was
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When I was in the shower, it was there.
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When I was in bed, it was there.
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It wasn't omnipresent, but it was always lurking.
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And so what I started to tell myself was that there's no reason to fear it.
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It's projecting fear upon me as bait.
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And if I bleed into that, lean into that fear, then it takes authority over me.
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And I have people say that fear is faith in the devil.
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And I'm not one for cliches, you know, but it really is.
- Nathaniel Gillis
fear it, then it has authority.
- Xavier
So, Nathaniel, this is very, very
- Xavier
intriguing. There's so many questions that I have entering my mind.
- Xavier
So, one of them is, is it common,
- Xavier
would you say, the night terror aspect of it?
- Xavier
Is that a common pathology? Is it
- Nathaniel Gillis
common inside of...
- Nathaniel Gillis
Yeah, every major monotheistic religion, absolutely.
- Nathaniel Gillis
You know, the exorcists record the same
- Nathaniel Gillis
beings doing the same things at the same times.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And so, you know, in antiquity, we had Lamashtu,
- Nathaniel Gillis
who was another being, and her pathology was,
- Nathaniel Gillis
we're going to get here to a point where you're going to see the modern UFO
- Nathaniel Gillis
abduction phenomenon staring right back at you.
- Nathaniel Gillis
All right?
- Nathaniel Gillis
But what she would do is, after Lilith would go and take seed from a man
- Nathaniel Gillis
and then turn into, you know, turn into another, turn into the image of a man
- Nathaniel Gillis
and then suddenly a woman, she would go and she would harvest the fetus
- Nathaniel Gillis
body. And one of her pathologies is she would descend down in the middle of the night. The
- Nathaniel Gillis
woman would have a dream. And in that dream, an entity would be there. And the entity would stare
- Nathaniel Gillis
into their eyes. They would do something with their womb. And in the morning, they would wake
- Nathaniel Gillis
up and their baby's gone. That's called the missing fetus syndrome in modernity.
- Xavier
Wow.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Right. So we're looking, okay, you know, we're not looking for names. You know what I mean? It's like, okay, what are they doing? Because I think that's what they're really hiding behind.
- Nathaniel Gillis
It's absolutely intriguing. I mean, do you think, like, I've always had the feeling that the power starts to shift when you find out their name. Is this true?
- Nathaniel Gillis
It is in some cases.
- Nathaniel Gillis
You know, in Hebrew linguistics, the name for, well, the word for the name is nature.
- Nathaniel Gillis
That's the definition of it.
- Nathaniel Gillis
So that's why when you have the demon's name, you have its nature.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Now, what is its nature?
- Xavier
It's its behavioral pattern.
- Nathaniel Gillis
See, I've got a circling back here, right?
- Nathaniel Gillis
Okay, so at this point, what do we have here?
- Nathaniel Gillis
And so, you know, but these beings, they're ancient, in my humble opinion, and they've
- Nathaniel Gillis
been here for a long time, ever, at least ever since death occurred.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And that's the goal here. It's to hope that the veil thins enough for us to start realizing what we have to do, because there is a war going on.
- Nathaniel Gillis
man i love your segues i i agree with you 100 we are i believe we are in the middle of a spiritual
- Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis
war between light and dark and and it's very important is is very important to have these
- Nathaniel Gillis
types of discussions not as a propagation of fear but a propagation of knowledge and empowerment
- Nathaniel Gillis
and this should empower you um but but what i was going to ask you is are you noticing an
- Xavier
in frequencies in the last three years or so?
- Xavier
Are you noticing an increase in the symptoms
- Nathaniel Gillis
of this type of phenomena or possession?
- Nathaniel Gillis
Are you noticing more of these demons on our plane here?
- Nathaniel Gillis
Yes, yes.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And in many ways, they do manipulate the human condition.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And I tell people in my lectures that in many cases,
- Nathaniel Gillis
we are blinded by our own sight
- Nathaniel Gillis
because what we're dealing with is a species
- Nathaniel Gillis
use propaganda and hide behind masks and what i like to tell people too because it's the you know
- Nathaniel Gillis
the repetition is the mother of all learning but i don't like to repeat myself i like to repeat
- Nathaniel Gillis
others you know but i tell people they're playing a different game because they're i'm sorry they're
- Nathaniel Gillis
playing by different rules because they're playing a different game and so far we have you know
- Nathaniel Gillis
various accounts in antiquity where these beings would possess people and we are at war we're at
- Nathaniel Gillis
war with the species that is working laws that we are seemingly ignorant of.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And it's the job of researchers, experiencers alike, to test things on them.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Does this work?
- Nathaniel Gillis
No.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Does this?
- Nathaniel Gillis
Yes.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Because at the end of the day, that's really what we're after.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Hard-hitting amulets, hard-hitting words, or anything that can save us from this device.
- Nathaniel Gillis
You know, Nathaniel, there was an author that I adore. His books were authored in like the 1920s, so they weren't like filtered down. Arthur E. Powell was his name, and he wrote a bunch of books on the astral body and various astral phenomena.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And it was one of the key pieces of learning other than the stuff that Mr. Bruce taught me.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And my own experiences, I used to have out-of-body experiences all the time, every night.
- Nathaniel Gillis / Xavier
So one of the things that Arthur E. Powell talked about was that these types of sort of, you could call them like little mischievous spirits.
- Nathaniel Gillis
It's they what they would do is they would hang out in these areas where people were drinking alcohol.
- Nathaniel Gillis / Xavier
And he and what he said was that they would wait until the person had their first drink, which lowered their lowered their ability to defend naturally.
- Xavier
And then and then and then by the time they had their second drink, that's when they would make their primary connection, their first connection.
- Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis
through this connection they would give the impulse drink more you want more and and and
- Nathaniel Gillis
and as this person got more and more drunk they they would assert more and more control
- Nathaniel Gillis
and and feed more and more darkness more dark thoughts into this this person does that sound
- Nathaniel Gillis
like some of the stuff you've dealt with in the past absolutely you know there are and i i
- Nathaniel Gillis
some of the Catholic tradition, I believe, some of it I don't.
- Nathaniel Gillis
So I'm going to be using different terminologies here.
- Nathaniel Gillis
But you have an exterior entity that wants to be an interior entity.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And what it'll do is it'll introduce a substance into you, into your bloodstream,
- Nathaniel Gillis
and then it'll send you a thought.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Now, I grew up in a tradition that said the battle is in the mind.
- Nathaniel Gillis
I don't think they really understood how deep that was.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And I'm going to get into this real quick because it's going to blow your guys' mind.
- Nathaniel Gillis
It blew my mind too.
- Nathaniel Gillis
So it's going to be like a wow moment.
- Nathaniel Gillis
So let me back up and say this.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Long before these beings possessed people, they possessed statues.
- Xavier
Hmm.
- Xavier
Hmm.
- Xavier
Interesting.
- Nathaniel Gillis
That's interesting.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Yeah.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And so your necromancy in Mesopotamia, what they would do is they would go to an artificer of metal.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And this is in the book of 2 Chronicles in the Hebrew text.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And they would find a blacksmith, essentially, and say, I want you to make an image of this entity.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And so then, and this is according to the text, people could say it's anecdotal.
- Nathaniel Gillis
I fully, I get it, you know, I get it.
- Nathaniel Gillis
But anyway, so they would take this image of the demon home.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And while they were sleeping, something would become alive in that image inside, break out of that metal.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And now it's here.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Absolutely. Now watch this. This is very, very unique, but it helps us understand their pathology. They molded the mind of that man long before that man went and told somebody to mold the entity.
- Nathaniel Gillis
right birth me make me create an image of me so that i can be created in this dimension
- Nathaniel Gillis
now getting down to that we're understanding that possession is the the commandeering of
- Nathaniel Gillis
consciousness where that being doesn't possess a statue now it wants flesh and blood and now
- Nathaniel Gillis
here's what it does it starts with a fault that's usually a self-deprecating fault
- Nathaniel Gillis
You're not good enough. Your dad was right to leave you. All of these thoughts. And then what it'll do is it will monitor whether or not you agree with it.
- Nathaniel Gillis
and when you agree with it then it has a hook in and so the goal here is that it starts thinking
- Nathaniel Gillis
for you so much so that when it goes from an exterior to an interior entity and wants to act
- Nathaniel Gillis
now it's going to act on your behalf and you won't know it because you think i thought that
- Nathaniel Gillis
now one of the ways to provide autonomy and agency to the individual is to say to them
- Nathaniel Gillis
So that's one way to diagnose it, but I'll shut up.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Can one demon possess more than one person at a time?
- Nathaniel Gillis
I believe so.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Like a group possession?
- Nathaniel Gillis
I believe so.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Yes, that may be controversial for some, especially those who are in my field.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Yes, that more than one can be – actually, you can have two people that are possessed by the same entity.
- Nathaniel Gillis
because at this point we're dealing with consciousness, right?
- Nathaniel Gillis
We're not dealing with localized consciousness.
- Nathaniel Gillis
If it wants to branch out and possess two people at the same time, it can.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Matter of fact, that murder case that I had that I mentioned earlier,
- Nathaniel Gillis
I had another case a year later.
- Nathaniel Gillis
One was right down the street from that house.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Same enemy.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Or at least it appeared to have the same pathology.
- Nathaniel Gillis
You know, to demoralize the woman to Zikibus.
- Nathaniel Gillis
You know, it would lay in bed at nighttime in between the husband and wife.
- Nathaniel Gillis
You know, these are seriously sick beings. But yeah, so we have to pay attention to the bloody footprints of the snow. Like this is quite literally profiling a demon here. What are they doing? Why are they doing it? That's really where I'm at in my field.
- Nathaniel Gillis
so then okay so we've we've discussed the problem we're about halfway through
- Xavier
what is the solution like what do we do how do we combat these these these whatever they are
- Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis
this this phenomenon like what can we like i mean let's say okay for example let's say that someone
- Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis
someone listening is is suffering from night terrors um like what would you recommend them
- Nathaniel Gillis
to do? Like, what is
- Nathaniel Gillis
an example? I mean, you take it.
- Nathaniel Gillis
I had a
- Nathaniel Gillis
another anecdotal story. I had a couple
- Nathaniel Gillis
that was suffering that
- Nathaniel Gillis
it was affecting their marriage.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And
- Nathaniel Gillis
what I told them was, you know,
- Nathaniel Gillis
I would like you to make a covenant
- Nathaniel Gillis
in that house together.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Make a covenant. Say your vows again.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Renounce the presence of
- Nathaniel Gillis
this being. Renounce it.
- Nathaniel Gillis
That seems like a meaningless step
- Nathaniel Gillis
But it would surprise you how many people are like, no, I'm not doing that.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And then it doesn't leave.
- Nathaniel Gillis
The second thing I do is I would wear religious amulets.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Matter of fact, some of the women that met Lamashtu in antiquity, they went out on limb here, but they're still hoping to figure this out like we are.
- Nathaniel Gillis
But they would go out and they would take iron and they would make a fake face.
- Nathaniel Gillis
and then wear that second face as a necklace,
- Nathaniel Gillis
hoping that when Lamashtu would stare into her eyes,
- Nathaniel Gillis
I would actually stare into the iron itself.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And in some ritual bowls, it says it works.
- Nathaniel Gillis
So I would do that, and I would also, again, employ iron.
- Nathaniel Gillis
I don't care if it's an iron cross, just iron.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Third thing is, if there was trauma in your life,
- Nathaniel Gillis
I would seek therapy.
- Nathaniel Gillis
I mean, there's times when I just have to do a cleansing.
- Nathaniel Gillis
There are times when this stuff is out of my hands.
- Nathaniel Gillis
You need psychological therapy to get through these emotions.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And then once that occurs, the PTSD that it caused is no longer there.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And therefore, the pull that it used to come here is no longer there.
- Nathaniel Gillis
So those are ways to do it.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Now, there are names that I am being told
- Nathaniel Gillis
that when you use them, it works. Now, it's almost like a doctor when he prescribes medication. Does it work every time? Not really. Sometimes it works for this person, sometimes it works for the other. Now, that's a whole other show, but you know, the name of Jesus. I use the name of Yeshua, the first century name.
- Xavier
Okay.
- Nathaniel Gillis
That's what I do.
- Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis
That's what I've heard and what I've practiced myself as well is that during these experiences, when you say the name, it's like a resonance that exists in the name Jesus Christ.
- Nathaniel Gillis
When you say those words, it greatly reduces or eliminates the phenomena completely, stops it in its tracks there.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Right.
- Xavier
So there's something to that.
- Nathaniel Gillis
There's something to that archetype.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Right, yeah.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And it's not them playing roles.
- Nathaniel Gillis
So in my research, I found a lot of behavioral patterns where these beings will take on the role that we give them.
- Nathaniel Gillis
This is particularly disturbing when there are people that are illiterate in terms of who Jesus was.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And I don't mean that in a damning way.
- Nathaniel Gillis
I'm saying they're not dumb or stupid.
- Nathaniel Gillis
That's not at all.
- Nathaniel Gillis
They just don't know.
- Nathaniel Gillis
There's a difference.
- Nathaniel Gillis
and so you there was one experiencer who she uh was abducted by these beings
- Nathaniel Gillis
and she called on the name jesus and it's this is wild it pulled an image out of her mind and so
- Nathaniel Gillis
it was literally like they asked her okay what do you think jesus looked like and then it was
- Nathaniel Gillis
like a blonde swedish presbyterian and that's how it manifested to her
- Nathaniel Gillis
which is very unique right they feed into our belief systems at times and so you know then it
- Nathaniel Gillis
shows up okay you want jesus here i am there was one experiencer that i had worked with
- Nathaniel Gillis
where she was abducted called on jesus and jesus showed up hold his hand held his hand
- Nathaniel Gillis
out and said all seed belongs to me
- Nathaniel Gillis
and I'm going to say this and I won't,
- Nathaniel Gillis
I know we're running out of time here,
- Nathaniel Gillis
but I'm going to say this and I don't want to scare people,
- Nathaniel Gillis
but she has six miscarriages.
- Nathaniel Gillis
I think they're already scared, but it's okay.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Not my intention.
- Nathaniel Gillis
This is just the data.
- Nathaniel Gillis
But we have to look at what we're saying
- Nathaniel Gillis
and why we're saying it.
- Nathaniel Gillis
One thing I really frown on
- Nathaniel Gillis
is if it doesn't work for somebody,
- Nathaniel Gillis
not going out there and crucifying them
- Nathaniel Gillis
because they didn't have enough faith.
- Nathaniel Gillis
We can't monitor their faith.
- Nathaniel Gillis
We don't know them.
- Nathaniel Gillis
So that's what I'm saying.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Okay.
- Xavier
Okay.
- Nathaniel Gillis
So, you know, I think it's important that we recognize it as, you know, like in here in the physical realm, there are mosquitoes, right?
- Nathaniel Gillis
And they're parasitic.
- Xavier
They draw your blood.
- Xavier
That's what they do to survive and live.
- Xavier
It's part of nature, right?
- Nathaniel Gillis
And so in the astral realm, there are these creatures that exist, and they are also parasitic in nature, except they affect here in the physical realm they affect.
- Xavier
And in the way that they affect us, it can vary.
- Xavier
It can vary to the number of love.
- Xavier
What worries me, though, Nathaniel, is that you say that in the last three years or so, it seems to be increasing.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Because on a global level, I think there has been a global trauma that we've all experienced.
- Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis
And so perhaps that is a type of gateway for more of these dark things to come through.
- Nathaniel Gillis
But where are, okay, like if we exist in a polarity, you know, light and dark, then where are the light?
- Nathaniel Gillis
Where are the angels?
- Nathaniel Gillis
Where are those people or beings?
- Nathaniel Gillis
It's a very good question.
- Nathaniel Gillis
You know, throw a rock in the pond for the researchers like yourself out there and see if you guys, see what you guys think about it.
- Nathaniel Gillis
But I do believe that a lot of these beings are performing high magic rituals.
- Nathaniel Gillis
when Jack Parsons was moderating our rocket program in history
- Nathaniel Gillis
you know he was contacting these beings
- Nathaniel Gillis
he was contacting them using bastardized Kabbalistic rituals
- Nathaniel Gillis
now you know the shortest horror story ever written
- Nathaniel Gillis
was that the last man on earth was alone in his house
- Nathaniel Gillis
and there came a knock at the door
- Nathaniel Gillis
now according to these texts
- Nathaniel Gillis
if Jack Parsons and Crowley employed these
- Nathaniel Gillis
they should not have worked
- Nathaniel Gillis
the basis of
- Nathaniel Gillis
Kabbalistic, especially magic
- Nathaniel Gillis
is the humility of the man
- Nathaniel Gillis
and the absolute fear of the Lord
- Nathaniel Gillis
but they had neither
- Nathaniel Gillis
and yet when they branched out into that
- Nathaniel Gillis
darkness, something was there that
- Nathaniel Gillis
responded to it
- Nathaniel Gillis
now when we're getting into high magic
- Nathaniel Gillis
in the book of Ezekiel chapter 13
- Nathaniel Gillis
there is a phenomenon that refers
- Nathaniel Gillis
to some of these beings
- Nathaniel Gillis
Yahweh Elohim
- Nathaniel Gillis
mentions people
- Nathaniel Gillis
but they were performing some of these same rituals.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And essentially, he says, I have bought with you
- Nathaniel Gillis
those who hunt the souls of men to make them fly.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Now, I know we're in the last chapter of the show,
- Nathaniel Gillis
but I want to dig in really deep for everybody
- Nathaniel Gillis
because this is the highlight of my work.
- Xavier
Okay, no problem. Yeah, I love that.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Number one, we are dealing with a species
- Nathaniel Gillis
that can induce people into a deep sleep
- Nathaniel Gillis
and pull their souls out of their body.
- Nathaniel Gillis
It's happened through abduction literature.
- Nathaniel Gillis
It's happened in demonological literature.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Whatever we're dealing with has just an incredible knowledge about the soul of the afterlife and how long a soul can be out of body before the body itself dies.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Now, what we're dealing with again, I had a remote viewer, actually a son of a remote viewer that called me one time.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And he's like, you know, he goes, my father was a famous remote viewer.
- Nathaniel Gillis
he would leave his body
- Nathaniel Gillis
and he would meet his guides
- Nathaniel Gillis
his guides would give him messages
- Nathaniel Gillis
and then when he would be back in his body
- Nathaniel Gillis
he would call up the local politicians
- Nathaniel Gillis
and local celebrities
- Nathaniel Gillis
and they would pay him thousands of dollars for a reading
- Nathaniel Gillis
they said it was nothing
- Nathaniel Gillis
it was nothing for my dad to do that
- Nathaniel Gillis
he said matter of fact it wasn't anything for my dad
- Nathaniel Gillis
to go into a trance while I'm playing video games
- Nathaniel Gillis
turn all the lights off in the house
- Nathaniel Gillis
and tell me there's a being here that wants to talk to you
- Nathaniel Gillis
now
- Nathaniel Gillis
were not his guides.
- Nathaniel Gillis
They were far more
- Nathaniel Gillis
manipulative.
- Nathaniel Gillis
He said that one night, he loved video
- Nathaniel Gillis
games, he said, I'm playing video games, and my
- Nathaniel Gillis
father basically stumbles down the stairs.
- Nathaniel Gillis
He's pale.
- Nathaniel Gillis
He can't talk. He can barely breathe.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And he said, my dad had a massive heart attack.
- Nathaniel Gillis
He said, when we got him to the hospital,
- Nathaniel Gillis
we're taking his shirt off to put his robe
- Nathaniel Gillis
on.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And sub-derminally,
- Nathaniel Gillis
Religious amulets came from underneath the skin to the surface.
- Nathaniel Gillis
What?
- Nathaniel Gillis
One of them was a cross.
- Nathaniel Gillis
The other one was the star of David.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And this is the scary part.
- Nathaniel Gillis
The last one was an overarching hieroglyphic from Egypt.
- Xavier
This came out of his skin?
- Nathaniel Gillis
His skin, through the skin to the surface.
- Nathaniel Gillis
now I'm telling you guys
- Nathaniel Gillis
and I'm getting passionate but we are at war with something
- Nathaniel Gillis
see here's the problem with demonology
- Nathaniel Gillis
let me harp on my own field we're so broken
- Xavier
we're so divided
- Nathaniel Gillis
the Catholic won't use the Star of David but these beings did
- Nathaniel Gillis
and they used a cross against this individual
- Nathaniel Gillis
so the way they're using amulets
- Nathaniel Gillis
is different than we are they're using them in terms of
- Nathaniel Gillis
multiplication
- Nathaniel Gillis
Right?
- Nathaniel Gillis
Now, this soul-to-skin phenomenon is the same behavioral pattern we see in these soul hunters in the UFO abduction field.
- Nathaniel Gillis
One night, one night, Betty Luca was sleeping peacefully.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Bob Luca, her husband, hears a rustling in the bed.
- Nathaniel Gillis
He opens his eyes.
- Nathaniel Gillis
When his eyes adjust it, he sees his wife's apparition being pulled out of her body.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Soul hunters.
- Nathaniel Gillis
This, I believe, 100%.
- Nathaniel Gillis
said they're not just after bodies they're after souls now when she got back into her body buddy
- Nathaniel Gillis
then the scoop marks manifested subdermally through the skin to the surface this is a case
- Nathaniel Gillis
study of behavioral patterns they're doing the same thing as the same beings
- Nathaniel Gillis
our job is to figure out why they're doing it
- Nathaniel Gillis
well that's that makes me uncomfortable
- Nathaniel Gillis
well okay so what are they doing you know yeah so um i'm very curious to know your answer to
- Nathaniel Gillis / Xavier
this question do you think that the the alien ufo encounter is a different type of demon or
- Nathaniel Gillis
something extraterrestrial well i would include them as being demonic in nature i mean
- Nathaniel Gillis
question earlier in the show like what was a demon what was a demon but what you know what
- Nathaniel Gillis
what's the difference between a demon and angel to many people antiquity you're a demon because
- Nathaniel Gillis
you gave me bad news you're an angel if you gave me good news that's how shallow a lot of them were
- Nathaniel Gillis
true so they really didn't classify them but these beings have manifested to people as angels
- Nathaniel Gillis
there's a famous experiencer right now that believes mother mary you know manifested to him
- Nathaniel Gillis
now let me let me show somebody a little bit of what's going on behind the veil
- Nathaniel Gillis
i say
- Nathaniel Gillis
that with all humility. These beings are now teaching doctrine. And for all of those who despise religious fundamentalists, I despise many of them too. I grew up in that religion. I get it.
- Nathaniel Gillis
But I think we need to start hypothesizing why they're teaching us as a species doctrines.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Because there's one man, Paul, Shaul, who said, if another Jesus comes to you, then the one you've already received, run.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And what he was dealing with is not just an entity that manifests.
- Nathaniel Gillis
It's not just an entity that peels the soul out of the body.
- Nathaniel Gillis
But he was also pointing out the fact that many of them will come to teach you doctrines.
- Nathaniel Gillis
and if they're teaching doctrines
- Nathaniel Gillis
according to him
- Nathaniel Gillis
then we're dealing with the end times
- Nathaniel Gillis
I'm going to end this little rant with this
- Nathaniel Gillis
recently I got a hold
- Nathaniel Gillis
of a book by Abram the mage
- Nathaniel Gillis
and if you don't know who he was
- Nathaniel Gillis
he was a Kabbalistic
- Nathaniel Gillis
magician so you know he feared
- Nathaniel Gillis
God he didn't use his works against
- Nathaniel Gillis
anyone he used it for them
- Nathaniel Gillis
but anyways he had encountered
- Nathaniel Gillis
an individual who also had religious
- Nathaniel Gillis
it's the only person i've read that from and he encountered them again it was this it was some of
- Nathaniel Gillis
the same amulets but the kicker of it was that he encountered a being that carved hieroglyphics
- Nathaniel Gillis
into someone and when he witnessed that he shrieked and he called that angel magic
- Nathaniel Gillis
which would make perfect sense and it kind of kind of opens a lot of doors for us as researchers
- Nathaniel Gillis
and i i think i think there is a huge amount of research i don't i don't think we're anywhere
- Nathaniel Gillis
close to an answer what's going on um i think i think we're getting closer i think i think
- Nathaniel Gillis
talking about it is is definitely a first step i don't feel like we're organized enough to even
- Nathaniel Gillis
approach um a data set that that can lead us to what these things actually are correct correct
- Nathaniel Gillis
So far, we're leaning on descriptions, you know, personifications of the phenomenon or the face of the phenomenon.
- Nathaniel Gillis
I will suggest that there is something hiding in the corner that's neither alien or what we would consider to be a fallen angel.
- Nathaniel Gillis
The term fallen angel is never even in the Hebrew texts.
- Nathaniel Gillis
It came afterwards.
- Nathaniel Gillis
So, you know, what are we dealing with?
- Nathaniel Gillis
We don't know, but we do know that what they're doing is the same thing.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And I would suggest that we're dealing with what I call the unified field theory.
- Nathaniel Gillis
They're the same beings wearing different masks to manipulate us.
- Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis
hmm there was um there was a time when i was in this a long time ago man a couple decades ago i
- Nathaniel Gillis
used to run an an obe chat on uh irc anyone out there remembers fnet uh we were on there pound
- Xavier
obe and uh and i thought i was a badass man i thought i was the man and because because i i
- Nathaniel Gillis
I felt like I had mastered the process of going out of body.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And I'll always remember this day, this kid came into our chat room and he said,
- Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis
Hey, this demon comes to me every night, drags me out of my body, takes me to a different world.
- Nathaniel Gillis
in this other world
- Xavier
they
- Xavier
the scientists there
- Xavier
they find like a chest
- Xavier
they open the chest
- Nathaniel Gillis
even though they're warned not to open the chest
- Xavier
and the chest
- Nathaniel Gillis
emits this black
- Nathaniel Gillis
smoke that they don't
- Nathaniel Gillis
know why it continues to emit the
- Nathaniel Gillis
black smoke black smoke black smoke
- Xavier
until it covers the whole planet
- Xavier
and this kid he said
- Xavier
he said
- Xavier
it makes me watch this every night comes to me and it drives me out every single night happens
- Xavier
and i and i told him i said you know what man all right i'm gonna i'm gonna project out i'll be
- Nathaniel Gillis
waiting when it comes let's see if we can fight it and and nathaniel i was i was i was batting out
- Nathaniel Gillis
of my league my friend like i was i lost in in the worst way that you could lose i lost and it was
- Nathaniel Gillis / Xavier
like this horned minotaur like hoofed like like demon it was strong much much stronger than me
- Nathaniel Gillis
and i was i i went back into my body and when when i did i thought oh my god what if it follows me
- Nathaniel Gillis
here and it did it did i could feel it in the room and just as i thought oh my god i've just
- Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis
made the biggest mistake i could ever possibly make this this little white ball of light little
- Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis
white ball of light entered the room and it just erased the demon completely it's just gone
- Nathaniel Gillis
like the moment that i thought oh my god this is i'm in big big trouble it was just gone it just
- Nathaniel Gillis
ended um it never i never saw it again that's profound my friend that's profound thank you for
- Nathaniel Gillis
sharing that it's you know i when i was a kid i had a similar experience you know the end of the
- Nathaniel Gillis
i was dealing with was um at first it manifested as a little girl manifest as a little girl and
- Nathaniel Gillis
evolved. And one night, just like you, I thought, man, I'm done. You know, it was following me to
- Nathaniel Gillis
friends' houses. It was meeting me in my dreams. The same nightmare occurred. And finally, I just
- Nathaniel Gillis
called on God. I said, God, I don't know what this is or why it wants me, but I'm asking for divine
- Nathaniel Gillis
intervention. And something else walked into that room, my friend. And that entity lived.
- Nathaniel Gillis
and to this day even having murder cases it was the most powerful most powerful being i met
- Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis
thankfully thankfully so nathaniel i really think i i do think that these these beings um
- Xavier
they have to respect a certain law of of free will and and they they do gain our tacit um
- Nathaniel Gillis
acceptance of, they trick us into letting themselves in further, but they also obey a higher order of light.
- Xavier
And when that is respected and when it is used, they have to obey that.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Right, right. And they'll recognize people too. You know what I mean?
- Nathaniel Gillis
If you're known to be a wounded healer and turning your wounds into wisdom, they'll notice that.
- Nathaniel Gillis
You'll be on their radar.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And they'll do something to stop you.
- Nathaniel Gillis
You know, the entity that I faced as a young boy was suicide.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And, you know, that's the easiest demon to spot in my career.
- Nathaniel Gillis
You know, I've had people call me in the middle of the night.
- Nathaniel Gillis
I didn't feel the lick of God.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Nothing.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Nothing.
- Nathaniel Gillis
So the very end of the phone call when I'm saying, well, you know what, I'll call you tomorrow.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And then I feel something brushed by me.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Suicide.
- Nathaniel Gillis
the person's delivered.
- Nathaniel Gillis
So,
- Nathaniel Gillis
you know,
- Nathaniel Gillis
you just discernment,
- Nathaniel Gillis
but,
- Nathaniel Gillis
uh,
- Nathaniel Gillis
I'm going to thank you guys for having me on,
- Nathaniel Gillis
man.
- Nathaniel Gillis
You know,
- Nathaniel Gillis
I've looked at all your,
- Nathaniel Gillis
your,
- Nathaniel Gillis
you've got,
- Nathaniel Gillis
you guys have some cannons as guests and you got a little old Nate on.
- Nathaniel Gillis
So I really appreciate it.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Oh no,
- Nathaniel Gillis
Nathaniel.
- Nathaniel Gillis
It's,
- Xavier
it's my honor,
- Nathaniel Gillis
our honor for,
- Xavier
to just scratch the surface of this topic.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And I know that you are very,
- Nathaniel Gillis
very sick and I really,
- Xavier
truly appreciate your time.
- Nathaniel Gillis
Very,
- Nathaniel Gillis
very,
- Nathaniel Gillis
very much,
- Nathaniel Gillis
man.
- Xavier
Thank you so much.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And, guys, anyone that's listening, there is hope.
- Xavier
There is light at the end of the tunnel.
- Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis
We're not completely lost, but this is a spiritual war.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And I think it's important to know that.
- Nathaniel Gillis
I don't think it helps us to be in ignorance of the war itself.
- Xavier
and with that guys um i'm gonna i'm gonna go ahead and we're gonna get
- Xavier
canceled we're gonna go ahead and and end the show here guys i i apologize i know we were
- Nathaniel Gillis
supposed to go for a little bit longer um but i can say there's there's a very very big guest that
- Xavier
i have locked in he just did a netflix series won't say his name but i'm sure you can guess
- Xavier
it is.
- Xavier
But I want to thank you guys.
- Xavier
Everyone, thank you so much
- Xavier
for listening and tuning in.
- Xavier / Nathaniel Gillis
And we're going to get out of here.
- Xavier
Don't lose hope, my friends.
- Nathaniel Gillis
And just remember
- Xavier
that if you're listening to my voice right now,
- Xavier
you are the resistance.
- Xavier
.
- Xavier
.
- Xavier
.
- Xavier
.
- Xavier
.
- Xavier
Yeah.
- Xavier
Thank you.
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